I suppose i'll update about all of the stuff i've been doing lately, so that I never forget these lovely days.
Friday francesca and I ended up at an "80's party" that was friggen insane. a lot of people were there, lots of fun, even though we weren't there for long.
then we got a ride home with Frank Malone. BAD IDEA. He was drunk, and our only way ( Read more... )

"To love truly, we must free ourselves from the fundamental darkness within. In other words our denial of our own enlightenment. authentic love begins with our innate sense of self worth ( Read more... )

you have to earn my respect.

I had an unusual feeling today. I couldn't exactly figure it out. I found myself growing very annoyed, very quickly, but yet I wasn't in a bad mood ( Read more... )

I feel a lot better. I'm not sure why, but i'm feeling very appreciative today. I am very very fortunate.

I keep crying. I'm feeling so bad about things.
I feel so hurt, and I don't even get it. I never get like this.
I keep thinking of things from the past. little kid memories.
even today I said I really miss my mom.
I just want to fall asleep in my moms bed. it always smells like her perfume.

Drummond:You poor slob! You're all alone. When you go to your grave, there won't be anybody to pull the grass up over your head. Nobody to mourn you. Nobody to give a damn. You're all alone.
Hornbeck: You're wrong, Henry. You'll be there. You're the type. Who else would defend my right to be lonely?

i went through this thing where i was convinced i was going to die soon. and after that it just didnt really scare me muich. i always hated cemeteries and shit, but i live across from one now and i like going there when its sunny and just being there

It has been a long while. Everything is new. I go to a different school. I really love it there, it's definitly the right place for me. Everything that happened before was all worth it. However, I am falling behind due to being in the hospital, and i'm kind of worried about it. After the whole hospital episode (bloodsugar of mid 400's = sickkkkkkk ( Read more... )

I’m amongst my own belongings ( Read more... )