So much for a vacation...

[wishmaiden]

This was the first real day of my vacation.  No school, no work...it was suppose to be a nice relaxing day.  I had envisioned a day of blissfulness and productivity.  I was going to clean and knit and work on my devotional speech...I was going to catch up with friends and make Yuletide ornaments.  I was going to read and listen to music.  I was not

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[heathenhulagirl]

I'm sorry you're sick. You've been not well for a while now which has had both Stephen and me worried, we talked about it yesterday. I wish you could talk about it with someone. But I guess those days are over for whatever reason. I must be part of the problem. So I'll just say I love you and I'm here if you need me.

Believe me, you are NOT the problem

[wishmaiden]

I have my thoughts on what's been happening to me. It's not just right now, it's been a lot of things over a longer period of time than even I suspected. I'm working on it...it's just got a while yet. But seriously, don't take it personally, please, that I'm not talking about what's going on with you. It's just something that I've felt the need to keep to myself. I'm not much for socializing right now because I've got a lot on my plate and I'm not not a very fun person to be around right now. Which is why I'm trying to stay on the fringes right now because it's the holidays and I don't want to bring people down and shit like that. But anyway, you aren't the problem. At all. End of story. So don't go there, k? I'll be back in the saddle. It's just really important that I get through this and gather as much strength as possible. I have a sinking feeling that I'm really going to need it in the months to come. I know that I'm going about it in a different way that you probably would, but I really think that it's the right way

Re: Believe me, you are NOT the problem

[heathenhulagirl]

fair enough. sorry if I take everything personally right now. it feels like lately people have been running like rats on a sinking ship.(long story) or there's been a lot of conflict that I've been at the middle of. you're one of the few people that really has a huge place in my life for a long long time. And Stephen and I are worried about you. Very. Don't take the entry I made personally it's about a lot that has been going on as is obvious. I can't talk about most of it on my journal anymore in order to protect the names of the innocent etc. And like you, sometimes wonder why I have a journal anymore. so yeah.

[svinfylking]

I sent you an e-mail just now with my # if you need/want to talk, or I can call you, or you can e-mail me. I know about "cryptic ass venting" and even if you can't get into full details I'm here if you need to blow off steam, or whatnot.

:)

[tesinth]

Give me a call sometime if you feel like it, I would like to take you and TJ out for dinner sometime. So far as the journal stuff, it's your journal, post whatever the hell you want.

[finn_troll]

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so sick. I have a gift that I was going to give you yesterday that should cheer you up; I don't know when I will get it to you though.

[wishesofastar]

Sorry you're feeling like shit. When you're up for it, I'd be happy to do another First Watch outing.