the world is dying and we are betraying mother nature ( Read more... )

it's 3am
sitting here trying to 'manage' my 'feelings'
i'm actually going to liken this feeling to tug-of-war
and i'm the rope

when i wake up in a few hours time it will all go away
ah yes sentiment, my dear old friend

feeling so conflicted lately
i want everything and nothing at the same time
haha, i'm so terrible!

sometimes i think about how my life would be so different if my dad was well
or if i didn't live in the US
or if i went to a different junior college
i really, wouldn't be who i am today

it's been a good week! and a pretty good april
family, friends, work
wasn't smooth sailing but there are many things to learn along the way
remember and love everything and whenever you have the chance, be kind

drizzy got me right in the feels

2 may 2016 8:37pm
i have everything i need right now :)

24 marchi don't claim myself to be a yogi but i do practice some yoga from time to time ( Read more... )

22 march
oh how much more i could love my life
once i do separate it from yours

21 march

i feel so restless these days
i don't feel at peace

20 march
i can't see beyond what i can feel
am i going to get there?
i will exhaust all the fight in me but
at the end of the day, will it matter?
if it doesn't, what will i have left?

in my heart of hearts
i know there's more love left for you
but love is not enough, i've learned
to see the journey through

sat, 19 march
it has been a sad week
not because i experienced sadness, but because i don't know what to do to combat this sadness
i want companionship yet i want to be alone at the same time
the dissonance i face is disturbing

i always openly declare, almost brandishing
i don't need anyone
i can rely on myself
i don't need to talk to anyone about ( Read more... )