Well today was wicked fucking boring! I waited for Tianna to get home and then we never ended up going to the MAINEiacs game *They won 4-3 overtime sudden death* YAY ITS ABOUT TIME BOYS!! IM PROUD! but like other then that it was boring! lol I found out that Matthew signed my guest book and put suntin really sad.. and it makes me wanna cry.. but.. ( Read more... )

               Well today was interesting! i was crying all day cuz me and JUstin broke up and it was very upsetting... and he promised me he would at least TRY to come over and he hadnt been here yet so i was like crying all day worried he hated me.. then i called him and he was in a bad mood im guessing then i called him back like 5 hours later ( Read more... )

*Sigh* well.. tonight was sad... me and Justin broke up.. he broke up with me but he had a good reason.. it`s just.. i wish he knew how he made my life better.. and had me forget a lot of tha shit Me and Matt went through.. and eesh.. i just like him a lot.. and i feel soo bad for all my friends going up to him and bitching him out.. its just they ( Read more... )

Yay Justin is going to the drome and so aint i and yay!!! haha YAY! lol wow im hyper! im sooo happy i get to see him tonight! haha AND allyssa is sleeping here tonight! how can it get n e better?! IT CANT!! :-) my life is finally going good.. its soo great.. Matthew Gammon made it awesome.. until we broke up then it wasnt worth living.. now that i ( Read more... )

Well I DID get to see Justin today! *YAY GO ME!* god.. he is perfect! I wish he knew.. jeesh.. idn im not obsessing either.. its just i cant get over how great he is! i get soo excited when i see him! and it happened all so fucking fast too! jesus! but i dont care how fast it happened... as long as it happened! he had me at hello *litterally* hehe ( Read more... )

yay justin is here!!!!!!!!! hahaha!

christa talk to anthony!!!! soooooooooon! lol

WHOOP GO EFFING MAINEiacs! yay! we fucking tied! yes!!! better then losing baby!! :-)!!!!! haha well.. today was like tha best in forever.. im soo thankfull!
                  Well.. i met this kid Justin.. he is really cute.. and he likes me and asked me out.. but im going out with Anthony...hmm what ta do..then he told me i should break up with ( Read more... )

         Ok well matthew called me today and i asked him about everything alicia and kyle told me and he sed its fucked up and that he didnt say that.. he sed we were going out befor he was drunk.. so imma believe him cuz i wanna...god.. i miss him so much.. i wish i never woulda cheated on him.. and i deserve to be hurting like this.. i really do ( Read more... )

Well.. tha past couple days have been weird.. im going out with Anthony... but i feel like im still with Matthew...:'( ergh... even after what he sed... when will this guilt trip stop!!

**I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me  When you said that you would leave I was too damn stuborn to try to stop ( Read more... )

well...Today didn`t go as planned! :'( Matt and Cory were supposed to come over and watch 'It' with me and Allyssa but they didn`t cuz Matt had Homework.. so im hoping maybe tomorrow after school they will all come to my house and watch it with me because i am definatly not watching it by myself! haha you crazee! lol but yeah.. i am really falling ( Read more... )