i have been here too long..
What is your name?:Jackie
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: xlostwithoutxyou
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nooo
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: hmm nick
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: hmm i dunno
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: jacky or jacklyn thats just annoying
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: no?
Birthdate:: 11-16-88
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: hmm like 5..
Age you wish you were:: 18
Your height:: 5"3
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: yeah
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: yeah sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: dad,mom,aj, me
Your family:: same is above
Have any pets?: no but for some reason i want a hamster
Whats your job?: pshh no
Piercings?: ears and belly button
Tattoos?: no but maybe
Obsessions?: boys
Addictions?: sugar and LIMEADE
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: no i like alot lyrics though
Do you have a webpage?: i did i forget what happened to it
Do you live in the moment?: maybe...
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Do you have any secrets?: yeah...
Do you hate yourself?: not all the time
Do you like your handwriting?: no its really sloppy
Do you have any bad habits?: yeah alot of them
What is the compliment you get from most people?: your awesome? i dunno ask them
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: mmm
What's your biggest fear?: losing people..
Can you sing?: yes i just suck
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i dont think so i might...who knows
Are you a loner?: went i want to be
What are your #1 priorities in life?: succeed
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i dunno i might be just cause i would feel bad for me
Are you a daredevil?: i dont really care about things if thats what you mean
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: that i regret/miss things or people
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive....
Do you have a journal?: like 4... bitch
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my strength maybe that i can make people feel better? my weakness i get attached to easily
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: that i wasnt so damn sensitive...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no, not at all
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yeah..
Do you think life has been good so far?: not really but some things were r good
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust people
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: everything from my shoulders down
Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes i look good but i wouldnt say always
Are you confident?: no i wish i was
What is the fictional character you are most like?: dont know
Are you perceived wrongly?: hmm?
Do You...
Smoke?: i used to
Do drugs?: sure
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: hah no
Go to church?: fuck no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: surre
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
Take walks in the rain?: yes i <3 rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah sometimes
Drive?: no.. i wish i did
Like to drive fast?: okay
Would or Have You Ever
Liked your voice?: i dont know
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: maybe
Been in love?: no im fucking 15
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: ha no i want to
Been picked on?: yup
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yesss
Thought about suicide?: yea
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: i dont fucking know
Gone one day without food?: yup its not that hard
Talked on the phone all night?: yeah i do every night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: haha sure
Slept all day?: yea i do that to alot
Killed someone?: hmm no
Made out with a stranger?: i dont think so
Had sex with a stranger?: no.
Thought you're going crazy?: dude i am crazzzzy
Kissed the same sex?: yea
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes lots of times
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no.. im not mean
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: probably
Stolen anything?: yup
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: sure
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah but i dont really remmeber
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: i dont care
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: haha no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: ehh i dunno
Love at first sight?: no..damn love
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yea
Witches?: nooo bitches
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: haha fuck no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: lucky charms..
Do you wish on stars?: no but i like stars
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: noo
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont know cause i cause i dont care
Do you believe in organized religion?: no cause its not real
Where do you think we go when we die?: in the ground?
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
who is your best friend(s)?: hmm lisa tina julie shayna kara tara... people that i tell everything
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Lisa
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: dont like guys..
Your favourite inside joke?: i dont know theres so many probably the ones wiht lisa
Thing you're picked on most about?: my CRAZINESS
Who's your longest known friend?: shayna and sam cause they have kown since i was wee big
Newest?: kara maybe r amanda
Shyest?: i dont have shy friends.. what
Funniest?: lisa or tina cause she is or melanie
Sweetest?: kara... i think
Closest?: lisa
Weirdest?: that would be me
Smartest?: Sam
Ditziest?: Tina
Friends you miss being close to the most?: kristen.
Last person you talked to online?: lisa
Who do you talk to most online? all of my friends
Who are you on the phone with most?:tina
Who do you trust most?: lisa
Who listens to your problems?: my friends bitch
Who do you fight most with?: kc but im nor reall friends with her right now
Who's the nicest?: all are very nice people
Who's the most outgoing?: i dunno lisa or tina
Who's the best singer?: i dont really think any are..sorry
Who's on your shit-list?: haha alot of people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: haha okay
Who's your second family?: lisa family cause they love me
Do you always feel understood?: sure
Who's the loudest friend?: lisa or sam
Do you trust others easily?: not at all
Who's house were you last at?: julies i think
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: like a guy? i dont fucking know
Do your friends know you?: yeah?
Friend that lives farthest away: shayna...fucking bucs county boo
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes...its not that really
What do you find romantic?: not really
Turn-on?: sexy guys
Turn-off?: being gay
First kiss?: fucking i dunno some kid named matt
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: let me meet them
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ?: yeahh that would be weird
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: isnt it already?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: haha YES i think almost every fucking guy according to my friends...
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont know i hate when guys say 'YOUR HOT"
What is best about the opposite sex?: ha. that they're the opposite sex.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they are not nice sometimes
What's the last present someone gave you?: hmm food
Are you in love?: dude im fucking 15
Do you consider your significant other hot?: if i had one probably yes..
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: noo
You wanted to kill?: my mom
That you laughed at?: i laigh at everyone
That laughed at you?: tina
That turned you on?: boys cause there so damn sexy
You went shopping with?: julie and gabby like two days ago
That broke your heart?: hmm i dont even remmeber
To disappoint you?: myself...is that an answre?
To ask you out?: uhh fuck i dont remember that was like december
To make you cry?: fuck you mom
To brighten up your day?: haha i dunno
That you thought about?: ohh that makes me sad
You saw a movie with?: kc i think
You talked to on the phone?: tom cause im on the phone with him now
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: tina mark john josh julie
You saw?: the people in my house
You lost?: my great grandmom?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: what its like 1230 biiiitch
Will it be with your significant other?: fuck i dont have one but keep rubbing it in god damn it
Or some random person?: yes cause i just go out with fucking random people
What are you wearing right now?: jeans white tank top my vanz
Body part you're touching right now: i just touched my hair
What are you worried about right now?: i wonder if chris is mad at me and i want a boyfriend
What book are you reading?: jackie doesnt read i have to read my book for school though
What's on your mousepad?: red white and blue thing
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: i need to go the fuck out ....damn that was more than 5
Are you bored?: YES thats why i took this thing
Are you tired?: yes...tom makes me tired
Are you talking to anyone online?: yeah like 78257 people
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: yeah with tom
Are you lonely or content?: im lonely kinda
Are you listening to music?: i was...