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a first look
When you for the first time shake the hands of your biggest fear with acceptance, it's overwhelming. Can I be alone? Will I be okay? You've sorta wanted this, crazy lady. You've managed to hurt quite literally everyone with your unhappiness in a quest for.. meaning? More likely, attention with purpose ( Read more... ) -
Dried Flowers
They’re still pretty. After they’ve been picked, watered, then naturally without anger die and lose moisture and grit.. Flowers are still pretty ( Read more... ) -
i need the decoder
Unless of course there isn't one and this is all just some huge prank. Oh, mother earth, higher power, lord savior.. Yo. Shower me with some comfort. I begin to worry I won't be one of those people who are wise in their old age. I haven't learned much so far and 29 years, forgive me for my perspective, is quite some time ( Read more... ) -
“Are you tired?”
“I’m something ( Read more... ) -
muddy waters clear skies
Every transaction between us is like one where all my cards get declined, it’s 5 o’clock rush hour, and I can’t leave without the food because it’s what will keep me alive.
It’s bollocks. -
belonging
It’s tormented me always, my need for belonging. To someone, somewhere, it flairs up in the most insignificant life places like silently boasting my red card in the Target line. I belong, I promise ( Read more... ) -
i keep falling
I close my eyes and see our lives. Bright explosions with little tiny moments where your smile runs slowly across your puffy skin. I believe I love you in ways I'm never going to be able to tell. For then, little darling, wouldn't you have nothing left to devour ( Read more... ) -
the final countdown
Left or right. Right was right. But left was your right. So, now my right is straight and narrow.
see you sometime, cariño -
It can be morracan
It can be Turkish, it can be 10000% right but I still need you to put all that under the rug just for now though promise :) -
Curator of ?
I'm trying to figure out OF what exactly it is, but I know you are a collector. You're usually the one to make my mouth gap wide open.. but I'm going to be happy to surprise myself.
The desert is lonely dear, but my red string knows I'm not alone.