Because, maybe it isn't how we really feel anymore, maybe it's just how we're used to feeling. Maybe we just get used to a certain group or a certain person and then after a while it all becomes numb. You start to lose that sense of excitement or passion or love and all it is is a group of people who hang out because theres nothing more to do on a ( Read more... )

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I don't understand why we all seem to hold on. When something bad happens we search for someone, anyone to blame. It's never our fault, we could have never caused anything bad to happen, It's always someone else. Because we are too perfect to cause ourselves pain. So we hold on to the hatred we form towards the "blamed" one and we become bitter ( Read more... )

I am so sick of being wrong about every guy ive ever liked or been interested in..seriously, how do they all find me??

They had nothing to say to each other. She knew this moment was the one that mattered, the moment that was bound to break them. She felt his eyes on her, waiting for hers to meet them. She glanced up, and actually felt his eyes on her heart. He watched her shake her head and look at the ground, not failing to notice the tears in her eyes. She felt ( Read more... )

So Kim and I got home last night from our trip to the great lakes.
Pictures soon to follow.
teehee
Great Lakes '06.
What an amazing time.

I dunno how we got where we are this very moment, but to be honest, I miss where we were. The times when you felt you could tell me everything and it wouldnt be me prying, it'd be you, just wanting to talk. I fell for you once but was assured nothing could come out of it so I guess I just gave up. You're pretty amazing when you want to be and then ( Read more... )

It seems that if she had any sense at all, she would run in the opposite direction, away from any potential to be hurt like she was before. But for some reason, she keeps giving her heart, to anyone who will take it, knowing full well they never keep it for long ( Read more... )

Someone told me today "When things get broken, they remain in the state in which they broke." I think that's why I still feel for you, my heart broke a long time ago.