my heart just kind of sank. i realized that come february, i'll have lived in this apartment for 1 year, meaning i only have 1 more year to decide what i'm going to do before this lease is up. at this point, i'm leaning toward moving back to california, but i'm not sure that's the right solution. i've been thinking more seriously about moving to ( Read more... )

i have been so tired as of late. i really and truly believe i have seasonal affective disorder. i just want to crawl into bed and not get out for the next couple months ( Read more... )

it's a saturday morning and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. damn, i love sleeping in. someone once told me that there's no such thing as "catching up on your sleep" because having more sleep on a few nights does not make up for the lack of sleep the others. well, i think they are wrong wrong wrong! if i didn't have the weekend to sleep as ( Read more... )

so with the new year comes the time for change. and to begin with my process of change, i've decided to change my bedroom karma, hopefully for the better. i'm getting rid of my past indiscretions, tossing aside old romances, and starting anew. my sister sent me this amazing down comforter that feels like a cloud and i bought a new silky, duvet ( Read more... )

wowee i cannot believe it is 2009! i haven't made any resolutions thus far except to update my journal more, which i think is completely do-able. i hate making resolutions that i just end up breaking ( Read more... )

i feel guilty right now. after i realized that i just might be able to pay off my credit cards next month, i had made a mental resolution to myself to quit spending so much money, but i have failed. failed miserably, i tell you ( Read more... )

it's about 10:45 PM on christmas eve and i am admittedly feeling a little despondant. it's definitely been nice having the apartment to myself, but it sucks being here away from my family and friends on christmas. since amby is in town, he asked if i wanted to hang out with him and his brother tomorrow, but i'm supposed to study and i might just ( Read more... )

this wind is blowing the brown right off my face!! i need to start hitting up the tanning salon a couple times again before my skin is completely translucent ( Read more... )

lordy lordy i'm sick again! oh dear. my immune system appears to have completely given up on me. i've now been sick twice within the past 3 months. i'm so congested and sneezy right now, it isn't even funny ( Read more... )

as i was avoiding studying for my series 7 exam, i stumbled across my livejournal (the printed version housed in a 2 inch binder) and began perusing. as i was reading, i realized that i really really need to start documenting more of my life solely for the sheer hilarity of reading it years from now. so, since i'm stuck in cali without a car and ( Read more... )