It's hard to know where to start- just as it will probably be hard to find a simple, single stopping-point once I get going, here, once more
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You're right, indeed, about my location! I was in PDX a short time before I wrote this entry, but now find myself more Easterly again. My housemates mentioned, around the time you wrote this, that I "picked a good month to leave"- it was stuttering towards Summer for much of May, but apparently it got cold & wet again in the latter part of the month.
so sorry to hear you couldn't stay in pdx. i know you love it there.
seattle, yes. been here since late october. it was a trying transition, but i'm starting to love things about this town. i'm here to heal, mostly. work with klinghardt-trained practitioners to eradicate this stupid dis-ease once and for all. (i wish it were as simple as that sentence makes it sound, ha.) progress is slow and painful and rollercoaster-y, but it is there. despite being tethered to all manner of herbs and antibiotics and tinctures every two hours or so (this with food, this without, this an hour after food, this with fat, etc, etc - i know you know what that's like), it is progress, and for that i'm grateful. i can feel my body reaching, shifting toward healing, however subtly. it is a sensation i'd almost forgotten.
And of course, I always want mail from you! I love your swirly art, how it finds its' way onto every page you send, dancing & bright & twirled into the text.
Right now, & for the time being, I'm at the address you have from some time ago, & at which I received various letters from you. Not the house we stayed in together- christened with cuddles & glitter parades!- but the other one, a couple miles down & around the winding tree-roads.
My sweet dearest! I wonder if you could once more send your address my way via e-mail because I don't know exactly where it might be... I awat your reply... SUNshine and lullabyes. Miranda
Yes, please. That would be really, very nice. (And yes, yes okay- more than okay. Thank you for this.)
You've been in my thoughts more than usual, lately, or maybe more at some vivid forefront is a slightly better way of putting it. Reading your recent-ish journal entries, I ache for you, and wonder if this was part of why- some sensing of your struggles, your journey.
I'm not sure, but I do know that I also wish so much well, all the time always, for you also. And would love to share mail.
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You're right, indeed, about my location! I was in PDX a short time before I wrote this entry, but now find myself more Easterly again. My housemates mentioned, around the time you wrote this, that I "picked a good month to leave"- it was stuttering towards Summer for much of May, but apparently it got cold & wet again in the latter part of the month.
How ever are you doing? Seattle, yes?
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seattle, yes. been here since late october. it was a trying transition, but i'm starting to love things about this town. i'm here to heal, mostly. work with klinghardt-trained practitioners to eradicate this stupid dis-ease once and for all. (i wish it were as simple as that sentence makes it sound, ha.) progress is slow and painful and rollercoaster-y, but it is there. despite being tethered to all manner of herbs and antibiotics and tinctures every two hours or so (this with food, this without, this an hour after food, this with fat, etc, etc - i know you know what that's like), it is progress, and for that i'm grateful. i can feel my body reaching, shifting toward healing, however subtly. it is a sensation i'd almost forgotten.
love. and more love. and hope, too. lots of that.
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And of course, I always want mail from you! I love your swirly art, how it finds its' way onto every page you send, dancing & bright & twirled into the text.
Right now, & for the time being, I'm at the address you have from some time ago, & at which I received various letters from you. Not the house we stayed in together- christened with cuddles & glitter parades!- but the other one, a couple miles down & around the winding tree-roads.
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SUNshine and lullabyes.
Miranda
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i'd like yours as well. if that's ok.
i hope for you all the time.
you should know this.
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(And yes, yes okay- more than okay. Thank you for this.)
You've been in my thoughts more than usual, lately, or maybe more at some vivid forefront is a slightly better way of putting it. Reading your recent-ish journal entries, I ache for you, and wonder if this was part of why- some sensing of your struggles, your journey.
I'm not sure, but I do know that I also wish so much well, all the time always, for you also. And would love to share mail.
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