It's only been a week an a half...
I am worn, I am tired and I have little energy left. A friend recently exclaimed that he was surprised I was not dead yet from my plate being so full. I don't know, I am just worn... can't seem to have a bad fibro day because I am caring for someone else, and I don't want to get snippy (as is my inclination when in this much pain) because it will cause more stress and dad needs as little stress as possible to aid in his recovery.
Too much has happened too fast and in such a short time. I also have to go to work for a couple of hours on top of all I am doing at home. As much as I want to lash out at people who don't seem to be pulling their weight, it would be a fruitless effort as all it would do is cause more tension and not solve the problem of things not getting done.
I'd really like to go back to bed, but I have laundry to do, dishes to wash and a kitchen to clean. I am beyond overwhelmed... I need to get a little focus, a BIG BREAK and some time to myself. Then I can come back to caring for my dad and my husband and my home with a clear head and refreshed sense of purpose.
Can I just say I HATE Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue? I really do.
Too much has happened too fast and in such a short time. I also have to go to work for a couple of hours on top of all I am doing at home. As much as I want to lash out at people who don't seem to be pulling their weight, it would be a fruitless effort as all it would do is cause more tension and not solve the problem of things not getting done.
I'd really like to go back to bed, but I have laundry to do, dishes to wash and a kitchen to clean. I am beyond overwhelmed... I need to get a little focus, a BIG BREAK and some time to myself. Then I can come back to caring for my dad and my husband and my home with a clear head and refreshed sense of purpose.
Can I just say I HATE Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue? I really do.