i've been updating on lemurlubick..... i think livejournals are a thing of the past for now....... so i don't know if i'll be updating much on either of these anymore. i live at home...... AGAIN.... its good. i can do whatever the FUCK i want. :D to an extent. it's good. and i'm staying out of trouble. no drugs. no alcohol. and i've been cutting ( Read more... )

well i'm back home now. for those of you who have no idea what's going on, i left home for a week and i returned for my car. i got my car two days after i came home but i found out my parents have been reading my live journal. so all my live journal entries are gonna be friends only from now on. if you're not a 'friend' on my list, let me know and ( Read more... )

it has been a great night because i got to see aaron today during work and after work. we kissed MULTIPLE times and he is such a good fucking kisser. jesus christ on a cross. I was supposed to be home at 7:30 (go fucking figure) so i stayed out until 8. SURPRISE! oh and here's another surprise: i don't give a damn. i was with aaron and rachel the ( Read more... )

Friday night: I worked at DQ, Aaron wanted to hang out Saturday before he went into work at 4. Spent the night at Ambers. Had a SOBOR kick ass night ( Read more... )

have i mentioned how big a MOTHER FUCKING DICK dane is lately? well let me just put it in here now. i hate him. so much. fuck this place. fuck him. god damnit.

so me and joey definitely aren't gonna hook up. i guess since i've been hanging out with him so much, i still think he's really cute, but i like him better as a friend. lol WHOOPS ( Read more... )

i woke up at like 10:00 today, so i've been watching the fairly odd parents and danny phantom for the past hour and a half. i'm so tired. gah. but tonight i'm supposed to hang out with joey. i don't know what we're gonna do. *shrugs* hopefully something where we're close together, like a movie. :D ( Read more... )

i really need help. i think they need to lock me up in a room where i can't even be tempted by it ( Read more... )

*sigh* can't really put it in here, cuz people would be upset with me, and i REALLY don't feel like putting up with fucking people being mad me CUZ I'M FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD. thanks. sorry for the hostility, i'm just fucking frustrated. with everything.

with fucking people

with fucking work

with the way that i am (AND I CAN'T FUCKING FIX IT NO ( Read more... )

*sigh* everyday i'm just so bored. i wish other people had the same amount of free time i do. cuz i just sit around after i finish the dishes and listen to Switchfoot, but today i'm listening to Yellowcard's Californ-I-A. yea. woo. feel the excitement people. FEEL IT. learn to love it. lol ( Read more... )