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1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight as an arrow
(3) Single?: no
(4) Want to be?: nooo not at all!
(5) Your birth day: may 14, 1984 (umm, 21 in a month and 2 days.)
(6) Age you act: depends on the situation..
(7) Age you wish you were: out of college.
(8) Your height: 5'2
(9) The color of your eyes: brown.
(10) Happy with it?: yeah
(11) The color of your hair: brown with natural highlights.
(12) Happy with it?: i change my hair alot. and i guess. i might dye it...but i really like my highlights.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: lefty
(14) Your living arrangement?: apartment in poughkeepsie with jenna and laura and i love it.
(27) Your family: mom, dad, nick
(29) What's your job: walden books....for another 2 weeks fuckin SUCKERS
(30) Piercings?: ear lobes.
(31) Tattoos?: nope. i keep it real.
(32) Obsessions?: magazines. underwear. haircuts.
(35) Do you speak another language? broken spanish.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: yeah but im too tired to type it
(37) Do you have a webpage?: nah
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: i try to but i often get stuck anywhere but now.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: unless i dont like them, no.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: oooh yes.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: nope. never really have.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: yeah.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: look at my hands. yeah. and i cry too much.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: im kinda funny sometimes.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "the misadventures of melissa." .
(46) What's your biggest fear?: aliens. zombies. being lied to.
(47) Can you sing: nope not really.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no way thats so lame.
(49) Are you a loner?: i guess. but i like it. i dont care about impressing people that i dont give a shit about.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: eeeeeh. depends..
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i cry too much and i rarely have motivation and i dont really trust easily.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: agressive.
(55) Have you got a ?: no.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength is...im very loyal. weakness is...distrust
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: super motivated to do well and a millionaire. and then id be slightly taller...like 2 inches.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love.
(59) How do you vent?: write, talking, crying, clean.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: given everything that ive been through, yes.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yep. and anyone who says no is a liar.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: in retrospect, its been good. sure.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love is love and not fade away.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: ...my torso i guess.
(65) And least?: nose..
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes.
(67) Are you confident?: ...usually.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: stargirl.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: eeh, prolly not.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah, everyone i am close with now always says "i was so scared of you when i met you" (virginia, kate, delia).
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: gross.
(72) Do drugs?: meh.
(73) Read the newspaper?: I LOVE NEWSDAY.
(74) Pray?: yes.
(75) Go to church? when im at my parents house and i dont mind getting up early.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: just to find out who they are.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: fluffy or philip.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: if its warm rain.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: YES. ugh.
(80) Drive?: i hate cars.
(81) Like to drive fast?: yeah..
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: nope. never ever
(83) Hurt yourself?: i am clumsy.
(84) Been out of the country?: yesss. jamaica, italy, turkey and greece
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: chocolate and oj.
(86) Burped?:silently.
(87) Been unfaithful?: once and it was the worst thing ever.
(88) Been in love?: i am
(89) Done drugs?: yeah
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
(92) Had a surgery?: yes.
(93) Ran away from home?: i hopped out my window and got caught when i was on the deck.
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: yeah.
(98) Been on stage?: yeah
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no.
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: idk.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yep
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: yes, when i was sick
(108) Killed someone? no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: i think i went clinically insane last semester.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
(114) Been betrayed?: yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: oooh yes.lucky me.
(116) Broken the law?: yep
(117) Met a famous person?: yeah sure.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: sorry opossum
(146) Stolen anything?: yep
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yeah, tv
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: of course
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yah.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?:no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: all the time.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: whatevers cute
(155) Brand of clothing?: whatever i like.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: gap - closer.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans/ some sort of button down floral thing or a tshirt or something
(159) Wear hats?: not so much now that my hair is short.
(161) Wear make-up?: sometimes.
(162) Favorite place to shop?:goodwill, urban outfitters...whatev.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: jeans. green things.
(164) Are you trendy?: i doubt it
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: NO i will not even entertain the thought.
(167) Miracles?: hah, ive never gotten one
(168) Astrology?: i am exactly a taurus.
(169) Magic?: no
(170) God?: yes.
(171) Satan?: evil
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: eeh no.
(175) Love at first sight?: eeeeh undecided.
(176) Yin and Yang?: no
(177) Witches?: dont care.
(178) Easter bunny?: nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: when i think of it
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: first puppy love, yeah
(184) Still love him/her?: no
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: things that are thoughtful and not asked for. and metaphors
(187) Turn-on?: eyes, smile, laugh, arms, hands
(188) Turn-off?: guys that talk just to sound cool or impress people.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered but freaked out
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: rather know them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: psht, thats what i did.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: no
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont care. tim does. thats enough for me.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: theyre not catty and life-ruiners
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they dont always care about girls feelings.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? .....idk
(208) Are you in love?: yes i am
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: oooh yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? definately not even notice.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i dont even wanna say her name.
(212) You wanted to kill?: see above.
(213) That you laughed at?: mary
(214) That laughed at you?: mary
(215) That turned you on?: tim
(216) You went shopping with?: tim
(217) That broke your heart?: tim
(218) To disappoint you?: meh
(219) To ask you out?: ...tim
(220) To make you cry?: my mom
(221) To brighten up your day?: tim
(222) That you thought about?: tim
(223) You saw a movie with?: jenna and laura
(224) You talked to on the phone?: tim
(225) You talked to through IM?: tim
(226) You saw?: jenna
(227) You lost?: idk.
(229) You thought was completely insane?: mike.
(230) You wanted to be?: myself.
(231) You told off?: dr. kotzin. but only kinda.
(232) You trusted?: uuh tim?
(233) You turned down?: short little chinese man at the bar.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: half hour or so ago
(235) Laughed?: hour ago
(236) Cried?: few days ago
(237) Bought something?: i got chinese for dinner tonight
(238) Danced?: prolly a day or so ago. i dance for tim all the time
(239) Were sarcastic?: all the time
(240) hugged someone?: little while ago
(241) Talked to an ex?: week ago?
(242) Watched your fave movie?: ....awhile ago.
(243) Had a nightmare?: eh awhile ago too.
(245) Talked on the phone?: 5 minutes ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: driving home from tims to my house for about 30 seconds.
(247) Watched TV?: currently.
(248) Went out?: when i was in the clubhouse with tim and mike
(249) Helped someone?: idk, i carried a bucket for tim.
(250) Were mean?: prolly yesterday
(251) Sang?: today in the shower!
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: eeeh before spring break?
(253) Said "I love you"?: hour ago?
(254) Missed someone? noowwwwww
(255) Fought with a family member?: mom....day before yesterday
(256) Fought with a friend?: i dont know, we dont really fight.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: eh. i dunno
(258) Got drunk?: last weekend?
(259) Had sex?: oooh none of your business. (hint: more recently than you i bet! hah!)