just hang out with bridget and Abby...i don't think abby likes me but whatever don't really care...we drove around pointlessly for like an hour...i am still really depressed and not much up for anything...i haven't eatin anything since thurs. i think that i am making my self sick but i don't care...well time to try to sleep...

I sit here and cry....you siad you loved me, you said you cared, you said that you would never hurt me, you said you would never leave me ( Read more... )

hey everyone beaner finally had her kittens...she had four...mine is named Tequila and kayleighs is named bicardi...kayleigh is fucking grounded for the rest of the summer because kim found our weed and pipes and alcohol...i feel really bad because half of the stuff was mine and she is getting in trouble for all of it...i went horse backriding my ( Read more... )

so....yesterday courtney and erica went home then i went yard sailing with my mother and we talked about alot of stuff. we are suppose to go to mass. on the 14th to a family thing and i want kayleigh to go... first my mom says she can't then shes says that she can...i am all confused...so i called to talk to kayleigh about it and she told me that ( Read more... )

I did something yesterday that I regret I wish that i had never yelled at kayleigh I know that it isn't her fault that she is bitchy....when she gets back on her meds things will be better... but I still had a really good time with her yesterday.......we went to the dump that was really fun...NOT....we went swimming and caught a bunch of crayfish ( Read more... )

looking at bmx mag. ....waiting for the cable guy to get here to fix the t.v. and waiting for my older sis tera to get here...

its like almost midnight and i can't sleep i am ( Read more... )