28/01
The problem with topics that you're not supposed to talk about is that no one talks about them, instead everyone skirts around them, and that's all right unless they're something important.
I'm supposed to just trust Tess when she says that she knows for sure I'm not the father. Tess, who when she wasn't pregnant was unbalanced and indecisive enough to
Well, that's beside the point.
I don't trust Tess to tell me the truth on this. She couldn't even decide what she wanted to do with me and apparently she can't decide what she wants to do with her son, and I'm not going to judge, but it would be just like her to decide that I didn't need to know because I have a girlfriend and it would just be impolite to interrupt.
I am not comfortable accepting 'probably not' for an answer, I want proof that she's not about to have my son, and if I am the father I'm going to be there for both of them. That's the only right thing to do.
Even if it means I lose Corinne. She's great, beyond great. But this matters so much more.
I forgot what I was going to say.
Fixed a broken finger today. Holidays are over so my workload's gone down by a lot. Pity.
Carrie and Jesse's anniversary is in two days. I bought something just this once, but no promises. It'll be merit-based next year, Carrie.