Where did we go wrong? Eh.

[withat]

I don't understand myself. Why do I act like that? My friends don't deserve that.. I mean, Argh. It's hard for me, you know? In my life, I never had like 549758 friends. And it seems that 4 is like, the max. I hate being surrounded, like too much. Why can't I be off home, ALONE? Or with my best friend? Remember this friend I've been talking about

Comments

[ohdearsid]

Aww sweetie. Maybe you can just tell her that you love your best friend, but you're glad to have her as a friend too. Like, tell her that she is a great friend, but not best friend. Maybe the supper will be fun! Or just say you're busy and you forgot.

[withat]

Yeah maybe it will be fun! But maybe I'll be super boring BECAUSE my friend is kind of jealous or thinks that a girl in our class always wants to be with my other friend, and anyway... Maybe I'll just do it at home, SO I won't have to move my lazy ass. YEP. Or it will be at my neighbour's house 8).

I know Em.. but it's hard to tell it to her.. I mean, if I tell her, I just don't know HOW she will react. Maybe she'll be just well okay, or what the fuck? *sigh*

[ohromance_]

Ehhh... i understand ur situation... its probably the same as mine.. i don't have a best friend, ive got two. and theres those other two girls.. who are always trying to get into our "gang" ya know? .. its kind of hard to say: humm.. sorry we'd like to be 3. thx. anyway.. im tryin to accept them as they are... but they keep ANNOYING me by telling me like: ohh.. id like to have a best friend.. eh is victoria ur best friend? and i keep answering them: yes.. aaaa... >< lol some peepz just CANT stop eh? +( [haha im a true canadian. i cant stop saying: eh? .. -_-]