Besides the fact that I haven't been sleeping well ayways, the past few nights have been aweful. Filled with dreams that wake me up either terrified or sad. They contain the wrong people, and the wrong situations. I actually wake up sad.

They're too real...

I'm enjoying the company of certain people more and more each day. I've found myself being a lot more open minded than I have been in the past. Things are just looking up for me. I've realized how important everyone in my life is to me, and how awesome it really is just to have sweet ass people around me. I don't know what really took me so long to ( Read more... )

The New Years party was amazing. Perfect way to start it off!

I'm excited to spend 2008 with all of my new friends and the people I'm really getting close with. Orlando better not dissapoint me this time! ha

My New Years Resolution will be accomplished... it better be accomplished... haha

I wish everyone the best year of their lives. and be safe, have ( Read more... )

Who's to say what's really going on right now? Not me, I have not a clue.

It's officially New Year's Eve. Wahoo. This year should be pretty awesome. Everything in my life has changed so much from where it was at this time last year. My family has grown apart, I've moved away, my relationship ended, and I think I've grown up a lot. I'm actually happy ( Read more... )

My new car basically lights up my life right now. Yay! :-D

There isn't much of anything to complain about..
I'm content.. with this whole 'single' thing.. and all the stuff that comes with it. I like being my own person.. I love doing things that I want.. with those people that I adore! This has honestly been the best break of my life. Changes ( Read more... )

Holly is being mean. :'(

I am exuberant! lol
I have successfully completed my 1st Fall Semester of College.... And I'm still alive :D
..And I'm stoked for this break!..

Tomorrow is going to be nonsense... nonsense I tell you.. I made the absolutely, positively Tackiest Christmas Sweater ever... In which I will be absolutely crazy in at the X-mas Party ( Read more... )

It stinks when I think about you... Sucks when I'm reminded of you... And I hate when I'm stuck on you... A lot of things about today brought me back to a GOOD time, a time when it was just how we wanted it to be... a time when I understood my life... but then there's reality....
Today has become a time when I'm confused, scared and selfless.

I hate ( Read more... )

Wow. Hello Again!

First, I was shocked when I realized people still use this thing,
Then, I was curious to see everyone's old-school posts,
Now, I'm re-obsessed and will probably continuously update.
:D haha

I'm not getting into anything serious in my first post in over 2 years..
So let's just say I'm excited for Winter Break, Christmas, and New Years!

<3

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Its like theres nothing better than being with you, and nothing worse than the fighting. I just need it all to stop. Like, why keep doing the ONLY thing that causes us to fight. WHY! Oiy, it's so aggravating. :) But I love him so much ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for being like this. For over-reacting. Lately I've been getting so angry, so quickly. I feel bad for the people I come into contact with because I can be so mean and snappy. Ugh, I need to figure some shit out.

But he loves me, and thats what matters to me most.

<3