i think im losing it

im so fucking tired

nothing teally ever changes

one word.

MINDFUCK.

have a merry 2007.

i think im slowly but ever so surely turning onto an insomniac. i think im gonna lose my mind one day because of it.

workin on new years kinda sucks. alot.

mad loot though. so it balences out i suppose.

a year of shit
made better
by the Helena Rubenstein Foundation, Prudential life insurance
and friends like You.
You know who you are.

Much love to the world

today just keeps getting worse and fucking worse

can't seem to get one fucking thing right

NO. But "Asshole" is.

another mark in that column.

i think i need more sleep. and less guilt. both self-inflicted hiderences.

peace and trust come to mind as solution.

will report back on inner conflict.

::END TRANSMISSION::

"Would you believe me when i tell you, you're the queen of my heart"

"You've got to ask yourself one question, and be honest, Do you want to live or die?"

it's that simple