baby chicks are slow clapping while they viciously lambaste on livejournal
MEMORIAL EDIT A WHOLE YEAR LATER, JUNE 24TH 2011 AS OPPOSED TO JUNE 20TH 2010 WHEN THIS WAS ORIGINALLY WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!
RIP my thread on the anon meme
you were so young
END MEMORIAL EDIT A WHOLE YEAR LATER, JUNE 24TH 2011 AS OPPOSED TO JUNE 20TH 2010 WHEN THIS WAS ORIGINALLY WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!
hi this post is about sarah/annwyd. originally i didn't call her out by name, but she wanted to ban me from her livejournal for disagreeing with her instead of talking it out like an adult and telling me i was being an asshole. she decided she wanted to judge the me she knew from three years ago instead of telling me she's not going to count my opinion because i'm a heinous bitch. not counting my opinion because i'm a heinous bitch is a lot more valid than the reason she dismisses me in link #1.
because of this i suspect she is just a coward who loves to run away when she hears something about herself she doesn't like or gets embarrassed and i think she's kind of a crybaby. i wasn't going to make a big mess out of this like i did with katharon but seeing as they are both ridiculous and annwyd likes to throw around big words and probably is whining about me behind my back, i want to set out the stuff i screencapped for her inevitable flush of friends as well as other people to whom she may complain about me in the future:
#1 original post + my bitchy reply + subsequent post where she calls me an appalling abelist and tells me that i haven't changed in 3 years and am toxic (reality: i have changed. i've gotten nastier. i'd care except i don't)
#2 a comment stating that she hasn't been diagnosed with ADHD in 17 years and everyone knows the diagnosis of almost two decades ago can't possibly be incorrect! people aren't incorrectly diagnosed with ADHD ever 17 years in the past when someone can measure their age in single digits. unheard of.
#3 where i IM her bc she disabled her comments, disabled anon -- and subsequently blocked me.
#4 where i e-mail her information that my friend said to her friend bc sarah is making up bullshit excuses about not being able to go to a new doctor when there are other alternatives available to her
frankly i think she's more offensive because she's pretending something's wrong with her when there's not other than her own entitlement complex and thinking she's unique (as all spoiled and sheltered people do -- myself included), but to each their own i guess. she has the capacity and resources to get help and refuses to use them. she is an adult, not a child.
i'm obviously an asshole who came on too strongly and is basically shooting fish in a barrel here, but really -- come on. ADHD/depression/hypothyroidism is a disability and holds you back from living a normal life? can you even get on disability with that? if you can, somebody let me know. i can quit working then.
ORIGINAL ENTRY:
you know once in a while you go and check up on ppl you used to know on the internet
and when you see them you notice that they have not changed a fucking iota since the time you knew them like upwards of 3 years ago -- and you get kinda angry, esp when their life is consisting of nothing but making excuses for themselves -- and when they have most of the issues that you have, it's extra annoying to see them have the balls to pretend like that is a reason not to try.
guess what then: you gotta try even harder to keep up with everybody else. no, it's not fair. yes, it sucks. but you can't just give up and say "WELP EVERYONE'S BETTER THAN ME I'M NOT ABLE TO DO ANYTHING I'LL JUST SIT ON THE INTERNET AND LIVE WITH MY PARENTS THE REST OF MY LIFE" and fucking leech them while talking shit about them when they haven't kicked your ass out and forced you to live homeless because you're doing nothing with yourself.
so annoyed.
it's like fuck you!! i take it very personal even if it's not directed at me. my mental problems have actually made me a BETTER PERSON because i try so fucking hard to be normal, keep up with everyone, and excel in my job. don't act like it's the mental issues that are making it soooo hard for you, esp when i have the same goddamn issues. now it becomes an issue of personality and perseverance.
not everyone is me and i understand this, but stop making excuses for why you're not acting like you're 24 years old. the truth is at least more flattering: "i don't want to try so hard because it makes me uncomfortable and i cry sometimes."
fjkgjh fuck, i cried every day and felt worthless for a very long time.
arghhh so angry
i keep editing this post
NEW EDIT:
wither: i feel like the biggest asshole
wither: but it's ok
wither: it's funny
rosemary: you've never cared before
rosemary: i mean i admit this time you're like... kicking a puppy in the face
rosemary: but to be fair the puppy is clifford
wither: yeah that's kinda why posDJFLKRPO
rosemary: and it's actually like 92 years old
wither: lkajeropjf
wither: dsfghh,mf
wither: that's
wither: fjklgh a great comparison.........
rosemary: LOL do you feel better now?
wither: yes thank you rosemary
wither: rosemary
rosemary: we're just two sad people with relatively normal lives, SOMEHOW, who are eternal losers and giant bitches
rosemary: we're like the golden girls on the internet
NEW NEW EDIT 7/31:
rosemary IMs me while i'm asleep
rosemary: (3:09:41 AM): i never realised that at some point she [fyi: ALISON IN THE ENTRY BELOW] stopped talking to you IRL because i made some dick comment on her lj.... i just reaad that part now.....
rosemary: (3:17:30 AM): anyway the bottom line is the other epic entry now on top needs a new and glorious subject
rosemary: (3:17:37 AM): instead of edit as of w/e
rosemary: (3:17:46 AM): it should be like Slow Claps and Baby Chicks
rosemary: (3:17:48 AM): or something weird
rosemary: (3:18:29 AM): baby chicks are slow clapping while they viciously lambaste on livejournal
rosemary: (3:18:35 AM): that should be the subject
rosemary: (3:18:45 AM): you can tell by the timestamp that it took me 1 (one) minute to come up with that
RIP my thread on the anon meme
you were so young
END MEMORIAL EDIT A WHOLE YEAR LATER, JUNE 24TH 2011 AS OPPOSED TO JUNE 20TH 2010 WHEN THIS WAS ORIGINALLY WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!
hi this post is about sarah/annwyd. originally i didn't call her out by name, but she wanted to ban me from her livejournal for disagreeing with her instead of talking it out like an adult and telling me i was being an asshole. she decided she wanted to judge the me she knew from three years ago instead of telling me she's not going to count my opinion because i'm a heinous bitch. not counting my opinion because i'm a heinous bitch is a lot more valid than the reason she dismisses me in link #1.
because of this i suspect she is just a coward who loves to run away when she hears something about herself she doesn't like or gets embarrassed and i think she's kind of a crybaby. i wasn't going to make a big mess out of this like i did with katharon but seeing as they are both ridiculous and annwyd likes to throw around big words and probably is whining about me behind my back, i want to set out the stuff i screencapped for her inevitable flush of friends as well as other people to whom she may complain about me in the future:
#1 original post + my bitchy reply + subsequent post where she calls me an appalling abelist and tells me that i haven't changed in 3 years and am toxic (reality: i have changed. i've gotten nastier. i'd care except i don't)
#2 a comment stating that she hasn't been diagnosed with ADHD in 17 years and everyone knows the diagnosis of almost two decades ago can't possibly be incorrect! people aren't incorrectly diagnosed with ADHD ever 17 years in the past when someone can measure their age in single digits. unheard of.
#3 where i IM her bc she disabled her comments, disabled anon -- and subsequently blocked me.
#4 where i e-mail her information that my friend said to her friend bc sarah is making up bullshit excuses about not being able to go to a new doctor when there are other alternatives available to her
frankly i think she's more offensive because she's pretending something's wrong with her when there's not other than her own entitlement complex and thinking she's unique (as all spoiled and sheltered people do -- myself included), but to each their own i guess. she has the capacity and resources to get help and refuses to use them. she is an adult, not a child.
i'm obviously an asshole who came on too strongly and is basically shooting fish in a barrel here, but really -- come on. ADHD/depression/hypothyroidism is a disability and holds you back from living a normal life? can you even get on disability with that? if you can, somebody let me know. i can quit working then.
ORIGINAL ENTRY:
you know once in a while you go and check up on ppl you used to know on the internet
and when you see them you notice that they have not changed a fucking iota since the time you knew them like upwards of 3 years ago -- and you get kinda angry, esp when their life is consisting of nothing but making excuses for themselves -- and when they have most of the issues that you have, it's extra annoying to see them have the balls to pretend like that is a reason not to try.
guess what then: you gotta try even harder to keep up with everybody else. no, it's not fair. yes, it sucks. but you can't just give up and say "WELP EVERYONE'S BETTER THAN ME I'M NOT ABLE TO DO ANYTHING I'LL JUST SIT ON THE INTERNET AND LIVE WITH MY PARENTS THE REST OF MY LIFE" and fucking leech them while talking shit about them when they haven't kicked your ass out and forced you to live homeless because you're doing nothing with yourself.
so annoyed.
it's like fuck you!! i take it very personal even if it's not directed at me. my mental problems have actually made me a BETTER PERSON because i try so fucking hard to be normal, keep up with everyone, and excel in my job. don't act like it's the mental issues that are making it soooo hard for you, esp when i have the same goddamn issues. now it becomes an issue of personality and perseverance.
not everyone is me and i understand this, but stop making excuses for why you're not acting like you're 24 years old. the truth is at least more flattering: "i don't want to try so hard because it makes me uncomfortable and i cry sometimes."
fjkgjh fuck, i cried every day and felt worthless for a very long time.
arghhh so angry
i keep editing this post
NEW EDIT:
wither: i feel like the biggest asshole
wither: but it's ok
wither: it's funny
rosemary: you've never cared before
rosemary: i mean i admit this time you're like... kicking a puppy in the face
rosemary: but to be fair the puppy is clifford
wither: yeah that's kinda why posDJFLKRPO
rosemary: and it's actually like 92 years old
wither: lkajeropjf
wither: dsfghh,mf
wither: that's
wither: fjklgh a great comparison.........
rosemary: LOL do you feel better now?
wither: yes thank you rosemary
wither: rosemary
rosemary: we're just two sad people with relatively normal lives, SOMEHOW, who are eternal losers and giant bitches
rosemary: we're like the golden girls on the internet
NEW NEW EDIT 7/31:
rosemary IMs me while i'm asleep
rosemary: (3:09:41 AM): i never realised that at some point she [fyi: ALISON IN THE ENTRY BELOW] stopped talking to you IRL because i made some dick comment on her lj.... i just reaad that part now.....
rosemary: (3:17:30 AM): anyway the bottom line is the other epic entry now on top needs a new and glorious subject
rosemary: (3:17:37 AM): instead of edit as of w/e
rosemary: (3:17:46 AM): it should be like Slow Claps and Baby Chicks
rosemary: (3:17:48 AM): or something weird
rosemary: (3:18:29 AM): baby chicks are slow clapping while they viciously lambaste on livejournal
rosemary: (3:18:35 AM): that should be the subject
rosemary: (3:18:45 AM): you can tell by the timestamp that it took me 1 (one) minute to come up with that