Cutting yourself has nothing to do with being 'emo' or 'scene' or whatever the fuck else. In no way is cutting related to a label. Cutting comes from a mental illness, usually being depression or bipolar in some cases.
o_o and it's not something you can really control. It just happens, it's an embalance in your brain that has to do with not handling too much emotion, too much sadness, or hate- and that's the only way out, the knife.
a dark room with no lights until the blood drips, basically.
and yeah, if you drip paint on your sweatshirt you can take it very seriously. it's weird, but little things will screw up your life. i can't even take one argument, one disagreement, a bad grade, or a teacher that yells at me. Just one of those happening can make me cut myself.
Little things add up. and they eventually push you over te edge which can happen a lot
some people have it worse than others and that can make the difference between knife, and no knife. and like you said there are people that can't help it. they have mental illnesses like depression, that just happen, and things that can make you happy one second then angry or sad the next
Star you are awesome and I totally understand. Cutting does relieve pain and even though I have never done it, alot of my friends have. People who lable others are idiots and they should fall in a ditch and drowned. No one should be labeled. You are an awesome person Star and whoever hurt you had to be as stupid as hell to do that to such a great person. So many people love you, including me. So just remember that when your feeling down. <33
The problem is I don't feel that way. I feel like there's no goddamn way out. It's like..cutting is escaping. And I TRY, and TRY, and TRY not to fucking do it, but I CAN'T.
I can go a while, but then my life shuts me out, and everything goes wrong to the point where I can't take it. And like I said one little thing will make me go haywire, and I'll do it again. I don't LIKE the scars anymore because I know they wont go away. I used to not mind them, but now I just..kill myself more on the inside for having them. Nothing I do, NOTHING anyone does will prevent me from cutting. It may make me go longer without doing it, but I will do it again. -;
& not to be mean, cause it's really cute, so please don't take this the wrong way :) ;; is that pixel a drawing of? cause it kinda looks like a penis ;x
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I hate labels, too.
Cutting yourself has nothing to do with being 'emo' or 'scene' or whatever the fuck else. In no way is cutting related to a label.
Cutting comes from a mental illness, usually being depression or bipolar in some cases.
o_o and it's not something you can really control. It just happens, it's an embalance in your brain that has to do with not handling too much emotion, too much sadness, or hate- and that's the only way out, the knife.
a dark room with no lights until the blood drips, basically.
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it's weird, but little things will screw up your life. i can't even take one argument, one disagreement, a bad grade, or a teacher that yells at me. Just one of those happening can make me cut myself.
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and they eventually push you over te edge which can happen a lot
some people have it worse than others and that can make the difference between knife, and no knife. and like you said there are people that can't help it. they have mental illnesses like depression, that just happen, and things that can make you happy one second then angry or sad the next
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And I dont know what to say because I cant relate.
I REALLY hope you feel better♥
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I feel like there's no goddamn way out. It's like..cutting is escaping. And I TRY, and TRY, and TRY not to fucking do it, but I CAN'T.
I can go a while, but then my life shuts me out, and everything goes wrong to the point where I can't take it. And like I said one little thing will make me go haywire, and I'll do it again.
I don't LIKE the scars anymore because I know they wont go away. I used to not mind them, but now I just..kill myself more on the inside for having them. Nothing I do, NOTHING anyone does will prevent me from cutting. It may make me go longer without doing it, but I will do it again. -;
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is that pixel a drawing of? cause it kinda looks like a penis ;x
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