Hahaha. This shit ends TODAY! I'll tell you later about my

TEENAGE DRAMA ESCAPADE!!

We got a new computer. I'm soo excited.

So, nothing feels right. I'm ready to roll out of bed and wake up from the dream. I miss my friends. I miss my best friend. I miss loving something that counts. I have no purpose. I have no future. I have no inspiration. I have nothing tangible at all. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I wish that there were someone to anchor me. Someone who ( Read more... )

So last night me and Ashes went to Jax where we to Jackrabbit's to see her friend's band called Slack. They are and indie band from Tennessee. And Chris has green hair and a hott body. And their band reminds me of Desparcedos. Spellcheck? When I told Chris this he produced his cellphone which contained Conor Oberst's cellphone number. Whoa. I was ( Read more... )

I'm really really COLD.

Well, I feel sorta bad because I 1/2 way feel like I've been ditching my friends for my boyfriend ALL the time. Which I have. Especially Rose. And I feel really fucking awful because I swore I wouldn't do this. And Rose, I guess you might read this and I'm so sorry. I will make it up to you, promise. It's just that... mostly.. I don't think anyone ( Read more... )

Well... the advanced lit kids are dancing around to YMCA. It's endearing. But none of them like me because I'm fat... and always was. Maybe. I don't know. I just know I'm not "like them". God that sounds so cliche. The CD we are playing sounds like Casino dances where noone danced with me... but I still wore body glitter and tried to be cute. I'm ( Read more... )

Yesterday Sean got kicked off campus when he came to see me. When I did my fist entry about him... I told myself that my livejournal wouldn't be dedicated to my boyfriend, because I really don't want to seem wrapped up in this. It's just what happens, I guess. Yesterday I went to voice, and then to chat with Rene' because I don't see her much ( Read more... )

Last minure science project shiot.

Later hackers.

Just kidding.

Maybe.

Is this what I have been reduced to??!