Happiness is a scary thing, it's probably one of the scariest and hardest things u will encounter and deal with in life. When you end up happy you are paranoid then all the time cause you are so happy you've found happiness but so scared at the same time that you will lose it. We've been conditioned to think that if it's too good to be true it ( Read more... )

"But surely it is something to have been The best belovèd for a little while,To have walked hand in hand with Love, and seen His purple wings flit once across thy smile"- Oscar Wilde

Oh oscar wilde how i love you lol you have such a way with words i could read you all day.:)

Go on girl, let your feet twirl, go and make him smile Go on like the rumbling drums of the march of time And when boy meets girl it's always hell to pay, And when time stands still for a minute you know it's over, You're messed up now you've felt that feeling, That one when time stands still, And now all you're thinking is it gonna happen again? ( Read more... )

"Say all the things you want to
Don't worry what might happen when you do
Say what you're feeling
Don't be scared to fall in love
You can't go through life with caution and actually live it
So tell em that you care
tell em that you want them by your side
Don't worry just listen to your heart
And things will work out"

So today has been so far one of the best days i've had in a long time and it's not even close to being over =p lol. Last night i went sledding with erin katy kt m. angel colin paul and lizzy! SOO MUCH FUN! haha after that then katy erin lizzy and angel stayed the night and wathced 10 things i hate about you and center stage by the fire haha! lol P. ( Read more... )

Good to be home... Southern Indiana was a blast lol but Alas the people did not compare to you guys :) well... maybe the southern boys haha ;) jk.Tonight is gonna be fun!!! Im pumped to be able to see everyone!!! lol well gimme a call if u wanna hang out ne on the remainder of whats left of break lol :)

"Don't Call It A Comeback ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was great...good food...family...and good food haha. I miss everyone though in richmond.. especially my katy :( but i did hear she decorated my car so im pretty pumped bout that lol a lovely surprise to come home too i hope, can always count on her haha. Im supposed to go out with my cousin tomorrow night and meet some southern hotties ( Read more... )

so after that super emo update last thigns have turned out really good... Things are looking up :) i had a great day today i dnt know why nothing really exciting happened cept paul when he went to pay for his lunch accidentally used a condom instead of his money... o paul lol. I helped katy get her outfit together for her choir concert tonight that ( Read more... )

Isn't life crazy sometimes. Right when you think you've got everythign figured out life throws you a curve ball and throws you quite a ways off course lol. I guess those curve balls keep life interesting but sometimes they fucking hurt but like garden state says "thats life and sometimes it fucking hurts but its kinda all we have," lol sooo true. ( Read more... )