Truth

[withinamoment]

Long ago I vested that I am "The Priest of the Silence Echoing, like Heaven held so high above and unattainable." ... and I stand by those words, because it is in the echoing silence in which I have found truth. In solitude, in my lonely Shadow, I find the strength to finally start seeing myself for who I really am (He who says he completely knows

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[ciararavenblaze]

I hope you know that if you give me the chance, I am fiercely loyal to my friends--and that I count you as one of them. but am I a whirlwind in your life? I gave up on leaving comments in your journal because you never responded--or emailed--or, well, anything. should I still consider you a friend, or should I move on? I personally think I should continue to call you a friend, but I wish we'd actually talk to each other.

if you've been looking for me on AIM, though... I quit using it about four years ago. I use Yahoo now (same name as my LJ name) if you want or need to get in touch. and of course, there's always email. my address is still the same as it's been since '98.

[withinamoment]

I'll try my best to avoid what would otherwise come across as flattery and instead choose to be rather direct; You are one of the most rarest Individuals I have ever met, the most honest, most open and receptive

[ciararavenblaze]

do you know how relieving it was for me to read this last night? thank you so much for that.

I waited until this morning to let your response sink in so that I could give you a good and thought out reply, but words fail me. all I can say is that reconnecting with you, even if we go for another long spell without talking, is blissful.

I will never forget you either, Shade. it's downright impossible to do, and I like it that way. I hope we can meet up face to face again in the near future, but if it doesn't happen, that's okay.

there's not much more that I can say, so I'll end this here. just look at my LJ icon for the rest.

A Clouded Mind

[rusticillusion]

I walked away in confusion. Not just from you but from the others as well. For a time I listened to both sides then I decided to cut both sides off. To distance myself to get away from hearing the he said she said. I wanted to find the answers and truths on my own. Many things you said were true. And you know me well enough to know I never ever expressed my true emotions and feelings. I didn't know how. And to this day I still don't fully know how. All my life I have been following orders. Not making decisions on my own and letting others choose my path, my thoughts, my emotions. A huge mistake. And I also experienced the consequinces which ended the friendships in the circle. Anger, anguish, hurt feelings, and festering wounds contributed as well

Re: A Clouded Mind

[withinamoment]

You are welcome, may the same blessings always be returned back unto you.

Rev. Michael Joel Powers D.d.