My Mental Stability Is Breaking!!!!
I Can't take it
i'm freaking out really bad cause my grades really suck and if you know they don't idk i still mentally feel like they do they can never ever be high enough for my to graduate NEVER!!! ever! i'm a terrible person too! ugh!! this Bitch Principle gives me a detention becaue i wouldn't stop and put on my id because i was in a rush cause i had heard that the lines for getting a year book was long, i was freaking out cause i had to get my lunch to cause my mom forgot to make me my lunch ( and if any jack-ass thinks i blame my mother for this shit your wrong i love my mom i blame the bitch for all of this cause if she had just shoved off and left me a SENIOR (WHO HAS BEEN HERE FOR FOUR FUCK'N YEARS AND SHOULDN'T NEED TO PROVE MY IDENTITY [actually some . . . asked me for my ID while i was walking in to school late this morning and she's there every freaking morning so that the heck is up with that she sees me like everyday] TO SEE MY ID AND YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GLAD I WAS IGNORING YOU!!! HA!! THAT'S RIGHT I'M FUCK'N GLAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!) SO, I now have a detention i can take up on either Tuesday or Thrusday, which means i'm probably taking it on the last possible day i can Tuesday, cause I have Club Tomorrow and it's the last one of the year and the Bananananana won't have club if neither me or the prez is there which is alittle weird cause i have no leadership role at all and she's the VP (that's right i think that's weird) [~sigh~] I'm sorry if that offends you [~bows deeply] oh! yah! so i got the detention, went to Finally pick up my year book there was some B.S. yesterday about only the seniors in A-Lunch could get a year book cause some dude left early so i couldn't get my year book so got that then went to lunch taking every precaution necessary and believing i would just not have lunch today and got over that fact and was going to be happy, but then i saw my lunch on the table and i snaped and slammed my year book on the table (lucky me no one was around) >.< thank god!!! so yay! loss of supervision!! [~dancing in joy~] so i have a detention whoopdy flipp'n doo! that was the worst she could do huh?! whatevar's i'm fine! I chilled over lunch and reading my yearbook/ writing this/ listening to music so i think my brain might fix its'self soon!!
>.< AND NOW I THINK YOU DESERVE A PICTURE >.<
