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winter break
Hey family. It's me. Your daughter, your sister. I turned 20 last week, I'm sure you remember, we were all in the car together, driving back from vacation, a vacation I remember, swimming in the water with you, helping daddy snorkel. I'm sorry I haven't been getting along so well with you all lately... it seems like we've all been kind of off our ( Read more... ) -
"I chose instead to dwell in my disasters..."
When the misery I let myself drown in brings me so far down that I start to grasp at those around me... that's when it has to end. Because I'm as tired of spurring arguments between Doug and Lauren as I am tired of hurting Joe and Hope. I'm tired of telling Eddie about sadness that makes him remember his own. Who knows what will come of it all, ( Read more... ) -
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I'm talking to Hope... and I realize, I have her completely intimidated. Am I truly like that? I can't say that it's not something I intended... but I don't like that I am. I'm tired of being... someone to look up to, as if I am not human. It makes me feel terrible, because I know so well that I am ( Read more... ) -
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The sun is setting, Lauren is strumming her guitar, and I'm feeling rather high on excedrin, but at peace ( Read more... ) -
rolling back the stone
So now you see what it does to me, this concept of yours, this “free love” enterprise. I have come to discover the true root of it’s hurt to me, of it’s destruction within my life ( Read more... ) -
#1 Dancer of All Time
I just shit myself. I can't embed it but... please. WATCH.
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Music Shuffle Quiz Bullshit
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"you wanna get some coffee?"
You didn't understand what I was saying about the closed door in my heart, about how I can't let people in and how much I want it to change. You said that I was asking for something unreasonable because nobody's heart is ever completely open. But there is no comparison between your heart and mine. It is MINE! And I have the right to wish for it to ( Read more... )
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