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[withn_ourhearts]

when i cry myself to sleep.
thats not enough to show i love u.
just knw that ur making the worst decision.

all of thihs is unfair.
but i put myself in this position.
i messed up one time and karma comes back arounf. i want this to work. i want all of this to be good .
so when i wake up and go to school. it can all be better, and i can have you there so

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[_durty_laundry_]

i never made a descision jerry. i didnt say what i wanted or what i was going to do.
i just told you what i was thinking. and you said to tell you. even if it hurt. and i told you. and it hurt. and you got mad. and frustrated and hurt. and then my mom started yelling at me to get off the computer. and you swear i wanted to leave.
i didnt make a descision.i dont know what i want. and i know what you want.
any discision that i make and it leads me not being with you is a wrong one to you.
you dont know how much this hurts me. or how much ive cried.
last night before i came home after rehearsal i was standing in the front of the skewl yelling and crying to alyssa, i was telling her everything. i screamed my heart out. and no one even heard a word.
and its as important to you as it is to him as it is to me.
i dont know what to do.
my heart doesnt know what it wants.
honestly jerry, i mean it when i say im sorry.

loveme

[withn_ourhearts]

ok yea ur right.
u havent made desicion. im osrry its just wen u told me i ditn believe it.
im sorry.