Dirty little secrets

Jun 21, 2010 16:29

(borrowed from 0hcupcakeTime to air out your dirty laundry, clear those old skeletons out of the closet, and just get the load off of your chest. All comments made to this entry MUST BE ANONYMOUS, unless you just really want to incriminate yourself ( Read more... )

meme

Leave a comment

Comments 4

Go ahead; shake my hand. anonymous June 22 2010, 03:43:42 UTC

I put the bomp
In the bomp bah bomp bah bomp?
I put the ram
In the rama lama ding dong?
I put the bop
In the bop shoo bop shoo bop?
I put the dip
In the dip da dip da dip?

Reply


anonymous June 22 2010, 07:07:35 UTC
Oh, man.

1. I love you so much, dude. You're an awful person for letting me love you without any intention of reciprocating. I was really hoping we wouldn't have that insanely painful conversation again. You know how it hurts me to tell you how much I love you and hear you say nothing back, even though you touch me like a lover. I feel lied to and I feel like an idiot, and yet somehow, somewhere in me thinks that you just need to grow up and realize that I'm the one for you.

2. I'm so scared I'm going to be alone forever. God damn, this fear haunts me like a ghost so often that I think it might just have become part of my psyche. I realized the other day that I sincerely believe that no one could ever be attracted to me. What the hell, self ( ... )

Reply


anonymous June 22 2010, 12:10:03 UTC
First off it's really nice of you to give this forum. There are things I don't talk about much, and as much as I like to think I am without shame, the fact is there are some things I am ashamed of. At the same time, I don't want to overload this thing with negativity just because it's an opportunity to unburden myself and be heard as I truly am ( ... )

Reply


anonymous June 24 2010, 09:24:48 UTC
Sometimes I get this moment of crystal clarity in which I know that I'll be alone forever now because I'll never be able to love anyone after you, no one will ever meet up to the standard you set, and because you ultimately damaged me so completely that the pieces of me that were left behind don't quite add up to a whole person.
Even so I don't think I'd take any of it back.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up