whoa, looks like my background image is um, unhosted these days... candice, will you fix it? i love you ( Read more... )

yeah, so i didn't go to school today.
i'm so pissed off at life.
this old man at work who is like eighty pisses me off so freaking bad, i almost kicked him. i'm not some easy chick who will sleep with rehab patients, k? it's called being nice, asshole ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i'm keeping a secret from everyone i know. i don't have a secret, though, so it makes no sense at all.

i hate that my dad gives me money secretly. i feel so guilty that sometimes i cry when i spend it. i think he just wants me and my sister to be happy, but it's killing me.

i have the coolest job in the history of the universe.

in recent news

i'm such a freaking jerk
all i can do is ruin things,
screw my friends over,
and make bad choices for myself

my life is a mess
and i'd like very much
to go away
for a long, long time

and maybe not come back

on top of all that i'm puking my brains out hourly

so i stayed home from school today. i just wasn't feelin' it. i wrote letters to my friends instead--letters that say things i would never really tell them.

( without further ado )

i'm such a dork ( Read more... )

While this break from school has been quite fun, it has not been at all productive ( Read more... )

sometimes when I do something I feel guilty about, I wonder if I will be cruelly and/or unusually punished later. For example ( Read more... )

Call me crazy, but when I post a comment on lj, I feel so accomplished...

SUCCESS!