yup yup... i went to the dr today!!!! she said he is getting ready!! woo hoo!! and she said if he hasnt come in the next few weeks we will schedule an induction for the last week in Oct!!!! Soooooo he is defintly coming soon!! plus...i hadnt gained any more weight in last 2 weeks...i have to admit..that makes me happy too whether it should or not.. ( Read more... )

Sooo i think i may have just spent a lot of money buying music online....but i love my ipod so i have to make sure she has some good stuff...it does suck that i am re-buying half of it but whatever ( Read more... )

OK someone come save me from boredom...i want to go shopping..but..my money situation limits me..AND not getting to wear the things I would buy is also discouraging..gots to take TT to the airport and then to Greys show! Im excited..i havent been to the clubhouse in a longtime..Taylor(wes sis) is coming with and Jenny and Phenicia and Jeremy.. ( Read more... )

soo i am so fucking ansy and anxious that its could be good for my health..mental health that is! man i want this baby here already...i have a sinking feeling he is still extreamly comfy =( i guess that means i am doing a good job but...i want to hold him already! Plus..im fat..and definitly over that!

today has been a lazy one..i didnt get shit ( Read more... )

went to the gym this morning..and then to my dr. appointment..same ol same ol..."everything looks great..blah blah..ive gained 2lbs in 2 weeks which is good and blood pressure and all is where it should be".....BORING!!!! god i just wish she would say..something new..nothing bad but just new news..like oh wow i thnk you will have him soon...haha.. ( Read more... )

..ha anyway i am 32 weeks this week!!! that means sooon he will be here!! i cant believe that he could come @ the end of  next month some time! i hope on halloween...that would be a fun bday to have! I swear this has gone by soo fast for me..kinda crazy!!! 9 minths isnt that long after all! anyway....my shower is this weekend..im super excited! i ( Read more... )

Soooo we beez home again..sucky sucky ( Read more... )

Soo this is our last full day here...sad..i DONT want to go home..its toooo hot..the thought of it makes me want to cry..anyway ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: about seven months ago ( Read more... )

sooo california is the shit...i wish i still lived here..in some ways..im loving the walks to the beach in the morning! sara, marbs and i got the burn of our lives the other day...its still kicking..mine has gotten much better tho..its soo funny my tummy got it the worst! i miss my baby but he comes on thursday =) I think we are going to meet up ( Read more... )