The unpleasant upcoming holiday has already started taking its toll upon me. I guess it's alreay started since Meijer (and every other place) has 1208103 things up in the store, Geo's invite to his "singles party" as well as my hope that maybe I'd actually have somtehing this year. Silly me, you haven't had one in 21 years. Well, scratch that I' ( Read more... )

I finally just about broke down last week for the first time in a year. Yes, it just so happens to be the time things took a nose dive in 2005 and I can't say that was totally out of mind. Instead of sitting on the cold bathroom floor by myself that night I wiped the two tears that had fallen and took myself to the pint-sized gym for an over 2 hr ( Read more... )

A tequila shot later I made the phone call I've wanted to make since I can't remember. Since the end of October, the middle of November. Everything was going the right direction. Too good to be true, is for sure. Mar said it right-- he's far from perfect. And I know that, I know his faults, but I know that the list of qualities I look for ( Read more... )

Well, NYE 2006 was more positive than the way it had seemed it was going to turn out. Nicci invited me to a small party @ Joe's where we mingled and played beer pong. Lot of fun-- I really like hanging out with Nicci and Joe and Jill when Ryan isn't around for her to hang all over.. Good times. Midnight kiss from Geo, I <3 him. Overall a fun ( Read more... )

Instructions: Take the first sentence or two (or ten) from the first post each month of 2005 ( Read more... )

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I woke up this morning more than once and just rolled over and smiled seeing him lay next to me. We weren't as cuddled tightly as we had started in the night, but that was ok with me. Just him being there made me happy. We had spent the entire evening hand and hand while I watched him play poker and he kissed my head intermittently. I felt the ( Read more... )

Last weekend passed me by without me thinking about it at all. Which is a good thing, since during the time it was approaching I thought for sure I would have been sent back into a whirlwind of emotion. I thought about it, but when it came down to it I was too cold to remember what day it was. However nearly a week later one short story set me ( Read more... )

Enter "(your first name) needs" into google and list the first ten results:

Melissa Needs Maintenance Manuals!

Melissa needs a ride and smitten conversation leads later ride

Melissa needs to board the blob ship that is hovering overhead
( ok scary)Melissa needs to select information from the Partners table ( Read more... )

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