yes, my friends. another survey. so sue me. or call me and give me something more interesting to post about.
FIRSTS
First best friend: caroline shelton!
First car: still working on that one
First real kiss: this past december
First break-up: tom. sort of.
First screen name: wizbis
First self purchased album: sarah maclaughlan, the one that looks like the disco ball
First funeral: my maternal grandfather's
First pets: timothy
First piercing/tattoo: my ears this january
First credit card : debit visa card
First true love: i don't think i've had that one yet
First enemy: amy, i guess
First big trip: flying to Fripp Island, SC in 5th grade
First music you remember hearing in your house: probably some sing-alongs
LASTS
Last cigarette: haven't smoked one
Last car ride: coming back from wachusett, half an hour ago
Last kiss: december
Last good cry: i don't remember. i've cried, but they haven't been good cries.
Last library book checked out: probably something for school last year.
Last movie seen: Mr. and Mrs. Bridge (yeah for IFC!)
Last beverage drank: Sprite
Last food consumed: chocolate chunk cookie
Last crush: Victor
Last phone call: Baird
Last time showered: this afternoon
Last shoes worn: black sneakers
Last item bought: scarf/sweater
Last annoyance: crazy people at wachusett
Last time wanting to die: i don't think i've ever actually wanted to die.
i n f o r m a t i o n
01. name: emma
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? ellie, aaron, i don't know who else...
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? heh, depends what i'm shopping for
02. any tattoos or piercings? ears (are pierced, not tattooed :P)
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? pantene pro-v/herbal essences/pert plus/whatever is in the shower
03. what are you most scared of? being forgotten/remembered in a negative light
04. what are you listening to right now? the computer humming
05. who is the last person that called you? Baird
06. where do you want to get married? i don't know
07. how many buddies are online right now? i'm not online so i don't know
08. what would you change about yourself? i would be less shy about approaching people
f a v o u r i t e s
01. color: green
02. food: probably rice and/or black beans
03. boys' names: gabe, adam
04. girls' names: jane, mary, isabel (wow, i look traditional)
05. subjects in school: philosophy! and spanish!
06. animals: cats
07. sports: gymnastics and skiing
08. perfume: something citrus
09. cologne: don't know
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? babies!
02. smoked? no
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? only when i feel really really sick already
05. skinny dipped? yes
06: ever been in love? i'm not sure. probably not.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? who hasn't?
09. actually seen your crush naked? *unfortunately* no ;)
10. cried when someone died? yes
11. lied? yes, but i try to avoid that.
12. fallen for your best friend? no
13. been rejected? yes
14. rejected someone? yes
15. used someone? no
16. done something you regret? yes
c u r r e n t
clothes: socks, sneakers, yoga pants, bra, t-shirt, sweater, scarf
music: nothing at the moment
make-up: eye-liner, mascara, lip gloss
smell: "tropical satin" deodorant
favorite artist: ben folds
favorite group: guster
desktop picture: this one is the typical blue, but my usual one is a a lighter shade and it looks kind of... feathery
book your reading: High Fidelity, Sophie's World, The Woman Warrior, Crime and Punishment (still)
cd in player: iron & wine, our endless numbered days (+ 2 other songs)
dvd in player: La Nouba
color of toenails: normal
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my dad
hugged: ben
you imed: tai, actually
you kissed: victor
a r e | y o u
understanding: i try to be. whether i am or not is up to you.
open-minded: yes, i think so
arrogant: sometimes, but i really do try not to be
insecure: occasionally
interesting: yeah
hungry: nope
smart: yes, but i'm not einstein
moody: i can be
hardworking: yes
organized: i am ze qveen of ze organization
healthy: eh, more or less
shy: yeah, i'm fairly shy
attractive: to some people. but i'm not about to win a beauty contest.
bored easily: more like amused easily.
responsible: yes
obsessed: about some thins
angry: ahora? no
sad: about some things but in terms of being overwhelmingly depressed? no.
dissapointed: kinda
happy: sure, why not?
hyper: nah
trusting: yes, in general
talkative: depends who i'm with
legal: not yet, dangit
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: nobody
get high with: someone i can trust to keep me safe
look like: lots of people but i don't know that i would do anything about it even if i could
talk to offline: miguel, laura, juanma, cristi, prisca, anabel, jose antonio, mar, and just about every spaniard i've ever met
talk to online: see above
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: in one of various stages of wakefullness
all i need is: food, water, clothing, shelter and oxygen
i dream about: myself in different situations. sometimes natural, sometimes not.
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke!
flowers or candy: candy as long as it's a kind i like
tall or short: tall
r a n d o m
what do you notice first: mouth
last person you slow danced with: alex
worst question to ask: what are you thinking right now?
who makes you laugh the most: ellie
who makes you smile: friends, family, stand-up comics
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: well, it's not a good feeling so i'd rather not say
who do you have a crush on: i almost wish i did have a crush on someone.
who has a crush on you: i don't know (and it's not my job to find out)
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: on rare occasions
save conversations: some of them
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no, not really
wish you were younger: nah, i'm okay where i'm at
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: maybe one or two times but it sounds cheesy when i say it, as if they were horrible horrible break-ups. they weren't, but they still broke my heart.
of hearts i have broken: none to my knowledge but who knows
of guys i've kissed: 1
of girls i've kissed: 0
of continents i have lived in: two!
of tight friends: two, maybe three
of cds i own: seventysomething
of scars on my body: nothing significant
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. gold or silver: depends what color you're wearing with it
02. what was the last film you saw at the movies: meet the fockers
03. favourite cartoon/anime: samurai jack, YEEAh
04. what did you have for breakfast this morning: cinnamon Life cereal
05. who would you love being locked in a room with: hehehe, wouldn't you like to know?
06. could you live without your computer: yes. and i'd probably be a lot healthier.
07. would you colour your hair: maybe. that might be fun, actually
08. could you ever get off the computer: yes
09. habla espanol: si. por que? Lo habla usted?
10. how many people are on your buddy list: 152
11. drink alcohol: no, not yet
12. like watching sunrises or sunsets: yes, but it's only really interesting when there are lots of clouds AND you can still see the sun setting.
my brother broke up with his girlfriend! it's so sad. :( she's really upset, too.
aside from that, i did almost nothing today. as i was reading Sophie's World i couldn't stop seeing this series of images from my classroom in Spain. it feels like we talked about philosophy so... out of order... over there. i like my current class way better.
rehearsal was good. talked to ben. ;)
went skiing with my dad. just the two of us. he got yelled at by one of the ski patrol folks and almost lost his pass. haha, he was pissed as hell. so we plotted "revenge" and never carried it out. some of the people there are idiots. so it goes. but the skiing was decent anyway.
turns out they did cancel the show at tatnuck. just as well.
goodnight, my darling, goodnight.