i am very grumpy right now.

i can already tell that today is not gonna be fun.

something really really good should happen to me.

but it won't :(

i just realized how infrequently i update my journal. I guess its cuz not much has been going on... and it seems that most of the time i write about things that upset me... which makes me seem not such a happy person.. but i really am...its just that when i'm happy i don't feel the need to come sit on the computer. :) besides i think there are ( Read more... )

last weekend darrek and I went on vacation ( Read more... )

lots of drama thursday night.... got a gut feeling something wasn't right with my boyfriend... had kim go with me to see if he was at work (he was supposed to be) but wasnt'.... found him out with his ex girlfriend. he avoided my calls and lied to me so he could go hang out with her. I was very very upset. we had a long talk. what he did is not ( Read more... )

I'm very frustrated right now. I had this big wonderful plan to take my boyfriend to a Chicago Cubs game for his Birthday. I told him and he was really excited. But then today when I called to order tickets they are all sold out for all home games ( Read more... )

i got my report card the other day. i am so very very proud of myself for somehow not only passing accounting but getting a B-! woohoo. altogether i got two B-'s, one A-, and two A's! and i'm on the dean's list again! yay ( Read more... )

friday night spent some alone time with darrek, he took me out to get ice cream and then we chilled out at his house... later we went to a bon fire.... went back to his house and fell asleep to the sounds of the thunderstorm ( Read more... )

nothing exciting has happened lately ( Read more... )

I blacked out thursday night.... I woke up at 4am and had to run to the bathroom to throw up.... I made it to the bathroom...... but woke up on the vent on the floor...when I came to I immediately started throwing up (that lasted for like an hour)... my face is all bruised and red still from me passing out and hitting who knows what... that was not

The last couple of days, I haven't felt like myself. I feel really depressed yet there is no reason that I can think of that would cause this feeling. Last night I slept 17 hours! I need to do something to keep me busy and happy but I don't know what to do!