oh my god.....i don't even know what to do anymore.....i'm so confuzed.....

i feel crazy....like sit in the corner with my head in my hands, rocking back and forth crazy....

good grief....this is nuts.....

AHHHHHHH!

So, yeah...it's been a while.....Halloween was fun stuff.....wanna see the highlights?


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Christina Aguilera ~ Still Dirrty

If you see me walking down the street
Or in the pages of your magazines
Lookin' just a little differently
Showin' off a softer side of me
They say I'm looking like a lady
They say that love is gone and changed me
But don't be fooled by everything you see
I gotta let the naughty in me free

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wow, i need new friends.......cause mine really suck sometimes....

things are starting to fall in place....i feel more "normal" because i know that things are going to be okay....

i just need to remember that i have to try...

missing some updates here and there.....i think that some highlights will sufice....

1. I saved a dog the other day that belongs to my neighbor....she is really large and couldnt run after him, so i was on my way to school and she was outside yelling in tears for her dog. I drove down my dirt road and saw the little sucker playing in the mud a few ( Read more... )

is this really where i am right now?
doesnt feel like it....

i could be with you...
but then your leaving me...
and then i could be with you...
but i cant handle the responsibility...
and then i could be with him...
but that would never work...

why am i dreaming about all of you?

no, im dreaming...

dream...

god, all i want to do is sit at home in my room.....with all the lights off and the blinds closed....

this isnt healthy....

and im not getting better....

put that smile on anyway...pretend like everything is going to be okay....

i wish there was more to life right now than this....

Avril Lavigne - Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
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