why the hell does everyone have to yell at me?! blame everything on me! y cant i make the right decsions??? why does everything in life have to be about amber fuckin up or getting stood up or moving to fast?! y the fuck cant something be good?! when i was with adam everythign was perfect now im not and i miss him so much...yes everyone listen to ( Read more... )

I can now say im over adam boggs, i think this will be the last time he is mentioned in my live journal. I gave him 6 months of my life, and then i come to find out that he wants nothing to do with me. I dont know if this is his way of getting over me, or if this is the true adam but i know for damn sure the one i dated wasnt him. I mean dont get ( Read more... )

so today i sit home, called in to work because my tonsils are infected. visited the lovely hospital and got my surgery moved up. Now i cant go to WILDCAT weekend which pisses me off. also as i sit home i wait for a text from the pita man and havent gotten shit. i hope hes ok., hes extremely sick. i think he has a bad case of the flu, but refuses to ( Read more... )

wow, so i got something i thought i would never get, but u have to call to find out. Work is sooo great. I mean working at the mall is like im in a whole new family. i know everyone and get discounts, and then i hang out up there all the time now, just because we all like to hang out with eachother...and for once im not the youngest, or the oldest ( Read more... )

AMi over him??? i know 4 sure im not, but one thing i realized...i have to move on.its hard living without him, but i am doing it. I am extremely sick, and i heard he is too. i think its going around. So after the after party, i was told by a fomer asshole of mine that he disowns his daughter (Ashley...aka lil a)...because lil a decided to go out ( Read more... )

HOMECOMING ROCKED!! FUCK YEA TO SENIOR YEAR MAN!! Double trouble DJed!!! they were awesome!
AFTER PARTY ROCKED...I LOVE ASHLEY

im having a surgery of a lifetime!!! call to find out what it is...

THURSDAY- COLLEGE DAY - GO WILDCATS!
FRIDAY- CLASS T-SHIRT DAY- GO SENIORS...FUCK YEA!!!

~AMBER~

just when u think the person that moved away doesnt like u anymore, or has moved on faster then u, they come back at ya with a poem, or some words that really dont mean anything to anyone else, but feel like they hit u like a head on collision. I wasnt expecting anything, nothing, and then i got this. i have a feeling it was to help me, which it ( Read more... )

life brings very odd events. Relationships come and go, but love always stays. the past 6 months i think were the best time in my life, i mean, i had someone that i thought loved me back just as much as i loved him, but as i just found out, he didnt. The past 6 months were the best time in my life. I had someone there to talk to, hang out with, ( Read more... )

So today was fairly great... classes went good, still have all A's. Then i got to 6th hour..the hour i hate...but i loved it today! Mrs. Corrion was the as happy as a pig in mud. Then she told the class something that will change my life forever. You wanna hear? IM GOING TO FUCKIN BOSTON!! Im goign to boston March 29- April 2nd!! Were gonna go do ( Read more... )