There is a man on the street with big dumbo-ears that look like they've been gnawed on by a rabis ridden street cat. He's hunched over with his back to the bus station, organizing both paper and plastic bags filled with his worldly belongings. He's missing his front teeth ( Read more... )

so this is my sparatic journal update. i used to update it on a regular basis, but school and other things have begun to slowly consume my life and now i am reduced to one entry here and there, but hey, at least i am making an attempt to post once and awhile right ( Read more... )

i went snowboarding today up at Eaglecrest. It was clear out and you could see everything for miles. a little icy, but you know what, it kind of reminds me of Stowe. Oh well, I am stoked about all the sun we've been getting lately. It been clear for three days now. Ryan is busy with school until late tonight, so I will probably do some homework. ( Read more... )

oddly enough. this second semester of school has been a blue period. i am swamped with more reading than i ever have been assigned before and my thoughts are drawn to things such as my approaching papers and tests. i miss last semester when we could pretty much just lounge together. we have too much going on to have that kind of time right now. i ( Read more... )

With Pluto still moving very slowly through your sign, you are coming into the last year of the meltdown that has plagued you for years. Today, however, you can finally see where all this is taking you. Your heroic journey is coming to an end and you are changed forever. Even if you are dealing with difficult issues, look to the positive side so ( Read more... )

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i never ever saw the northern lights, never really heard of cluster flies, never ever saw the stars so bright, in the farmhouse things will be all right ( Read more... )

what a time for the roommates to be away, when quite possibly i need Katie most right now. I usually talk about my boyfriend shit to her and she is out at Denels (i probably spelt that wrong) with amanda getting her shammy on ( Read more... )

so i am still bothered by a lot of shit. Ryan can be really oblivious and often insensitive at times as well. he doesnt realize it either. i got mad at him last night for stupid shit. and whatever it pretty much ruined my night, but like he knows. he probably does, but he doesnt want to talk about it and i think he was kind of drunk last night too ( Read more... )

i dont know why it hurts so much that ryan didnt say it back. maybe its because I thought he did. I dont know, i really wish i hadnt have said it that night because i felt like my heart got put in a vice when he responded, "i know." I guess i can understand now how hurt Will was when i was seventeen and he told me he loved me and i didnt say it ( Read more... )