Wow, it's been a while!  Things have been... going along.  I've moved with my sisters into a brand new (never lived in!) townhouse on the border between Greenslopes and Coorparoo, coincidentally on a street our Dad once lived on 25 years ago.  I had an interview for a job almost a week ago, and am meant to be finding out today.  I don't expect to ( Read more... )

I feel bad today.  Bad today because I don't know if this one hit me like the last big one.  I don't know if I will remember this one like Princess Diana's.  Not like the punch in the chest when I was in Myer and it appeared on the TVs in that section (that I happened to be in).  And not like for Mum with John Lennon when she was cleaning out the ( Read more... )

My exams are done.  The semester is done.  Why aren't I more excited?  Oh right, because the celebrating I was meant to do at the uni pub tomorrow will have to be cancelled because yet again I am ridiculously poor.

I wish I didn't always have something to complain about.

Some men like Jack and some like Jill
I'm glad I like them both but still
I wonder if this freewheeling
Really is an enlightened thing,
Or is its greater scope a sign
Of deviance from some party line?
In the strict ranks of Gay and Straight
What is my status: Stray? Or Great?
~Vikram Seth

How very insightful.  And from a marvellous author, too.

Read more of my old livejournal posts...  I was young, but better.  I want to go back five years.  I would kill to go back five years.  I wouldn't even mind living the same things all over again.  I don't know how much I'd change.  In fact, there's only one big mistake I've ever made in that time.  Just one "no" that should have been a "yes".  And ( Read more... )

Whoa...

I just looked over some of my early livejournal posts.  I didn't realise that I wore my messed up eating habits like a badge of honour then.  I also didn't realise there was still stuff like that on here at all.  I both want to delete, and don't because I can't stand removing records of any part of my history.  I'll leave it for now...

I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted.

Haven't even been listening to the Manics today, but I'd though I'd go a bit Holy Bible.

I have a cold and it puts me in a very shitty mood.

Hi everybody!  First of all, apologies to any and all people who have read anything I wrote in the last week either here or on Facebook if you got scared and thought I'd caught the crazies.  I've never been able to deal with the stress of assignments well at all, and I was under a massive pile, combined with having a downward swing, mood-wise.  ( Read more... )

Your result for The Ultimate Answer to Life, The Universe, and Everything Test...

The Explorer

You scored 28% Egocentricism, 34% Heirarchy, 54% Spiritualityand 29% Morality!

You are the Explorer!
Something is missing. Your giving and spiritual nature has not yet found its reason for being. The higher power and cosmic ( Read more... )

I am sure that I have lost you all, and it almost doesn't matter because... what is there anyway?  How pathetic!