yesterday was a beautiful day;  the weather was perfect- unfortunately around four.ish it started getting a little gloomy-  & then i started feeling a little gloomy- i felt a little fidgety;  panicy or whatnot-  i guess its just that time of the month;  after begging my father for about an hour during dinner @the great greek-  he finally agreed to ( Read more... )

what a fucking random two hours;  i get picked up at ten;  we go down to the river- drink;  or try;  come back to my house to open up a can of pinapple juice;  go back to the river;   actuallydrink-  laugh alot-  watch jess & oscar have sex.ish-take pictures- laugh more-  drive down to bens;  hes in a bad mood;  unfortunitely i have been feelin'  ( Read more... )

i am so fucking not in a good mood right now;  i went to the doctor & weighed myself-  what the fuck?   im so fat-  its ridiculous

i am now officially on a diet;  whoever sees me try to put anything other than chicken and salad in my mouth;  please slap the living shit out of me.

im happy;  im just sad.

i hate fat people.

woah; what a long week.   the only part about not looking foward to  this weekend;   is the following week;  tests; essays;   oh my fuck'

this weekends gonna be cool though;  last weekend- totally fucked me over.  but whatever.

this kickback im having tomorrow night; seems to be going towards; party-  not even though.  not up for that;  word ( Read more... )

you make me wanna lala.           nobody makes me wanna lala.   i definitely need someone who makes me  wanna lala.

am i making sense?   lala -la la' ;la 'la la] la l)a la la la' la' la'

people so dont care that much about seein' damien tonight;  because honestly anyone who is really a fan-  wpuld totally drive down there & see whats going on;

last night; change of planns;  but overall fun'

tali is cool.

so; i know i failed my permit three times; but i cannt help thinking about what kind of car i want; something oh so miri'       help?

landrover; freelander; black

audi; A4; black or dark gray

volkswagon; jetta; dark gray

volkswagon; golf; black or dark green

jeep cherokee; black or dark green

ford; escape; black

moms lexus; rx300; black

dads ( Read more... )

Firsts:

1. First best friend: there was vivi& shelley; probably kim though.
2. First love: ugh. Leonardo dicaprio haha. Roman?
3. First real kiss: sixth grade; ben& david
4. First screen name:princezmk14
5. First pet: german Shepard; nickolous?
6. First car: 1969 chevy impala ss

lasts:

1. Last cigarette: Sunday
3. Last good cry: yesterday; im having an ( Read more... )

hey guys guess whzt i think im drunkl. its funnty

my two bestfriends seem to be in love.      ( & not with eachother)

where does that leave me?

odapam!

p.s i am so increadibly thankful for all that i have; and for all this year has given to me & taken from me- although my grandmother passed away,  this year has been the greatest learning  ( Read more... )