Breaking Trust
Title:Breaking Trust
Author:ihrtkjr
Catagory:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
SpoilersNone right now, may change in the future.
RatingR to NC-17. Just want to be sure.
Pairingeventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
SummaryMy universe, Speed lives in this,but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warningsmut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit where it's due.
Beta: ihrtangusyoung
Part: 1/?
He woke up with tears streaming down his face and his shoulder aching. He kept thinking about last night and the fight he had had with Jesse. How Jesse had shoved him, how he knew he should have walked out the door after he left him there on the floor, and how he was too much of a coward to tell anyone he knew. He shook his head and tried to stop the thoughts of walking out, knowing that there would be hell to pay if Jesse found out.
But his mind kept going back to walking out. Maybe no one would have to know,
"Maybe I should..." Ryan whispered to himself.
"Maybe you should what, baby?" Jesse asked him from the doorway. "You weren't thinking of getting up were you? Because I personally think that would be a horrible idea." He said, walking into the room while slowly stripping his uniform off.
Noticing the look on Ryan's face, he started in on the apologies and the excuses. "I'm sorry for last night. You know I didn't mean it. You do forgive me, don't you baby?" He whispered into the room as he descended onto Ryan's prone form.
"Did my baby miss me?" He whispered into Ryan's ear, licking the shell.
"Yes." He moaned into Jesse's neck while arching into his body.
"Say you'll forgive me Ry. It was an accident. You know I love you, only you." Jesse said, working his way down Ryan's neck. Jesse knew he had him when he felt Ryan grab his hair. And he knew he had driven all thoughts of leaving out of the younger man's mind when he whimpered as he closed over the sensitive nub on his right side.
"Tell me what you want. Ryan, tell me what you want." He demanded while jerking his head back and pressing his hardness into the young body beneath him.
Ryan was gone the moment Jess had said the words "only you". With the way all of his past relationships had turned out he knew that those words were golden, like silence. And like silence, he knew just how rare they were. So, when his lover asked him what he wanted, he answered him.
"You, in me." He whispered while taking Jesse's hand and guiding under the thin layer of fabric dividing them.
'Maybe you can forget.' He thought as Jesse slipped off his boxers and slid the hand on his stomach down around the base his cock. 'He'll get better when the pressure from work is off of him. I know it. Right?' Ryan's shoulder twinged, but he moaned as Jesse's finger entered him. He bucked as another followed the first, and when a third joined, he screamed in pleasure when Jesse hit his spot. 'I'll forget. It's easier.' Was the last coherent thought to cross his mind.
Jesse removed his fingers from his lover. And with hands gripping Ryan's hips, he plunged into the tight heat that awaited him.
"No one can have you. Your mine." Jesse growled, slowly thrusting into the willing body beneath him.
He adjusted their positions when he felt Ryan's legs wrap around his waist. With each continuous thrust he growled, "Mine." Over and over again until it, along with Ryan's moans and whimpers, was the only thing that could be heard in their room.
Ryan cried out as he felt a hand stroke along the underside of his cock. He screamed as he felt Jesse's thumb rub over the head. And he came when Jesse's thumb dipped into the slit. After a few more thrusts, he sensed more than felt Jesse's release inside of him. Still entwined, he groaned when their contact was broken.
Jesse smirked and pulled Ryan closer. Falling into the after-sex haze while listening to their combined breathing.
Knowing his shift would start soon Ryan disentangled himself from the sleeping man and walked into the bathroom. He looked into the mirror after he got out of the shower and ended up regretting it instantly. The bruise was spreading from the outside of his shoulder to the point where his collarbone started to jut out.
With 'Only you.' echoing in his mind, he decided not to look in to any more mirrors without a shirt. He quietly put his uniform on and picked up the mess of clothes on the bedroom floor. He put them in the laundry room and left a note saying he would call on break.
As he walked out the door he hoped Lee wouldn't notice his shoulder. But he knew not to wish for much.
Author:ihrtkjr
Catagory:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
SpoilersNone right now, may change in the future.
RatingR to NC-17. Just want to be sure.
Pairingeventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
SummaryMy universe, Speed lives in this,but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warningsmut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit where it's due.
Beta: ihrtangusyoung
Part: 1/?
He woke up with tears streaming down his face and his shoulder aching. He kept thinking about last night and the fight he had had with Jesse. How Jesse had shoved him, how he knew he should have walked out the door after he left him there on the floor, and how he was too much of a coward to tell anyone he knew. He shook his head and tried to stop the thoughts of walking out, knowing that there would be hell to pay if Jesse found out.
But his mind kept going back to walking out. Maybe no one would have to know,
"Maybe I should..." Ryan whispered to himself.
"Maybe you should what, baby?" Jesse asked him from the doorway. "You weren't thinking of getting up were you? Because I personally think that would be a horrible idea." He said, walking into the room while slowly stripping his uniform off.
Noticing the look on Ryan's face, he started in on the apologies and the excuses. "I'm sorry for last night. You know I didn't mean it. You do forgive me, don't you baby?" He whispered into the room as he descended onto Ryan's prone form.
"Did my baby miss me?" He whispered into Ryan's ear, licking the shell.
"Yes." He moaned into Jesse's neck while arching into his body.
"Say you'll forgive me Ry. It was an accident. You know I love you, only you." Jesse said, working his way down Ryan's neck. Jesse knew he had him when he felt Ryan grab his hair. And he knew he had driven all thoughts of leaving out of the younger man's mind when he whimpered as he closed over the sensitive nub on his right side.
"Tell me what you want. Ryan, tell me what you want." He demanded while jerking his head back and pressing his hardness into the young body beneath him.
Ryan was gone the moment Jess had said the words "only you". With the way all of his past relationships had turned out he knew that those words were golden, like silence. And like silence, he knew just how rare they were. So, when his lover asked him what he wanted, he answered him.
"You, in me." He whispered while taking Jesse's hand and guiding under the thin layer of fabric dividing them.
'Maybe you can forget.' He thought as Jesse slipped off his boxers and slid the hand on his stomach down around the base his cock. 'He'll get better when the pressure from work is off of him. I know it. Right?' Ryan's shoulder twinged, but he moaned as Jesse's finger entered him. He bucked as another followed the first, and when a third joined, he screamed in pleasure when Jesse hit his spot. 'I'll forget. It's easier.' Was the last coherent thought to cross his mind.
Jesse removed his fingers from his lover. And with hands gripping Ryan's hips, he plunged into the tight heat that awaited him.
"No one can have you. Your mine." Jesse growled, slowly thrusting into the willing body beneath him.
He adjusted their positions when he felt Ryan's legs wrap around his waist. With each continuous thrust he growled, "Mine." Over and over again until it, along with Ryan's moans and whimpers, was the only thing that could be heard in their room.
Ryan cried out as he felt a hand stroke along the underside of his cock. He screamed as he felt Jesse's thumb rub over the head. And he came when Jesse's thumb dipped into the slit. After a few more thrusts, he sensed more than felt Jesse's release inside of him. Still entwined, he groaned when their contact was broken.
Jesse smirked and pulled Ryan closer. Falling into the after-sex haze while listening to their combined breathing.
Knowing his shift would start soon Ryan disentangled himself from the sleeping man and walked into the bathroom. He looked into the mirror after he got out of the shower and ended up regretting it instantly. The bruise was spreading from the outside of his shoulder to the point where his collarbone started to jut out.
With 'Only you.' echoing in his mind, he decided not to look in to any more mirrors without a shirt. He quietly put his uniform on and picked up the mess of clothes on the bedroom floor. He put them in the laundry room and left a note saying he would call on break.
As he walked out the door he hoped Lee wouldn't notice his shoulder. But he knew not to wish for much.