Breaking Trust
Title:Breaking Trust
Author:ihrtkjr
Category:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
Spoilers:None right now, may change in the future.
Rating:NC-17
Pairing:eventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
Summary:My universe, Speed lives in this, but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warning:smut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N: Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit were it's due. I am using all the knowledge I have on the subject of police work. Not much. So if some one could tell me if I'm doing something wrong, I'd be grateful.
Beta:ihrtangusyoung
Part: 13/?
Previous Chapters
Ryan answered the door in a t-shirt and boxers and resisted the urge to slam it.
“Mrs. Delko.“ Ryan nodded, ignoring the look she gave his stomach and stepping back to let her in. “How have you been?” He asked, shutting the door.
“Fine.”
“That’s good. Would you like anything to drink?”
“I would like to see Eric.” She ignored Ryan, and sat on the couch.
“Sure.” Ryan rolled his eyes as he walked to the bedroom.
“Eric. You have to get up.” Ryan shook his shoulder.
“Why?” Eric moaned.
“Your mother’s here. She wants to talk to you.”
“What’d she say.” Eric sat up and growled.
“That she was “Fine” and that she wanted to see you. Nothing bad baby.” Ryan smiled and stroked a hand across Eric’s cheek.
“Nothing at all. She could at least-” Eric was cut off by Ryan’s lips.
“She needs time.” Ryan bumped his forehead into Eric’s.
“Five months isn’t enough?”
Ryan moved Eric’s hands to rest over the baby. “Time. That’s all most people need. Go talk to her.” He smiled as Eric’s hands were assaulted by the baby’s feet.
Eric looked at his husband and saw the fatigue in his eyes. “Lay back down Ry, I’ll take Jay to school.” Eric moved them until Ryan was on his back.
“I can do it. It’s my day.” Ryan mumbled as his head hit the pillow.
“Sure.” Eric whispered, watching as Ryan’s eyes closed. He took a deep breath and headed for the living room.
Ryan woke up as Eric’s arms wrapped around him. He snuggled in closer to the warmth.
“We should take Jay to the beach after school gets out today.”
“Sure. What brought this on?” Eric asked.
“ He’s got sleepover’s just about every other night. School will be out next week, and uncle Ron is taking him camping for the two weeks after that. He’s really not going to be around much until after the trip.” Ryan sniffled. “We’re losing him.”
“Baby he’s five. Trust me, we’re not going to lose him for at least another six or seven years. And it could be even longer than that if we get him a lock for his door and some porn. Feeling better?”
“I guess so.” Ryan laughed then sobered. “Would you really get our son porn?”
Ryan smiled as he watched Eric helping Jay swim through the ocean. He leaned back on his hands enjoying the ocean breeze.
“Daddy look what I can do!” Jay shouted, jumping over the waves.
“That’s good.” He called back, waving.
“Peter Pan.” Jay shouted from the living room.
“Eric, what’d your mom want?” Ryan asked handing him a dish to dry.
“Nothing.”
“Eric.”
“Nothing important.” Eric leaned over kissed Ryan. “Come on. Let’s go watch Peter Pan.”
“Okay.” Ryan had seen the flash of pain so he didn’t press the issue. He followed Eric out of the kitchen.
“Remember, Jay’s going over to Geoff’s house tonight. So Mrs. Fredricks is picking him after school.” Ryan kissed Eric as he passed through the kitchen.
“I won’t forget. This time.” Eric said as he finished pouring the cereal. “Breakfast!” He shouted down the hall.
“Please warn me before you do that next time.” Ryan rubbed his right ear.
“Sorry babe. Are you sure you shouldn’t eat more?” Eric asked voicing his concerns.
“Eric. If I eat any more I’ll explode.”
“Just making sure. I’ll see you after work.” He smiled.
Ryan came up behind Eric and grabbed his butt. “We will definitely see each other after work.” He whispered into Eric’s ear.
Ryan jerked and gasped as Eric slid his fingers inside of him.
“Are you sure this is alright?” Eric whispered, suddenly pulling back.
“You can’t ask that question with your hand there.” Ryan growled.
“But are you sure?”
“Eric. We can talk about this later.”
“Ryan.”
“It’s fine.”
“Are you-”
“YES! Just touch me already!”
Ryan growled then sighed at the look on Eric’s face. He reached out and pulled Eric into a slow kiss. “Just go slow. Be careful. I need you Eric.” Ryan whispered in between kisses.
“I’m scared.” Eric whispered back.
“You don’t need to be. You won’t hurt us.”
“Promise.”
“I promise.”
Author:ihrtkjr
Category:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
Spoilers:None right now, may change in the future.
Rating:NC-17
Pairing:eventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
Summary:My universe, Speed lives in this, but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warning:smut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N: Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit were it's due. I am using all the knowledge I have on the subject of police work. Not much. So if some one could tell me if I'm doing something wrong, I'd be grateful.
Beta:ihrtangusyoung
Part: 13/?
Previous Chapters
Ryan answered the door in a t-shirt and boxers and resisted the urge to slam it.
“Mrs. Delko.“ Ryan nodded, ignoring the look she gave his stomach and stepping back to let her in. “How have you been?” He asked, shutting the door.
“Fine.”
“That’s good. Would you like anything to drink?”
“I would like to see Eric.” She ignored Ryan, and sat on the couch.
“Sure.” Ryan rolled his eyes as he walked to the bedroom.
“Eric. You have to get up.” Ryan shook his shoulder.
“Why?” Eric moaned.
“Your mother’s here. She wants to talk to you.”
“What’d she say.” Eric sat up and growled.
“That she was “Fine” and that she wanted to see you. Nothing bad baby.” Ryan smiled and stroked a hand across Eric’s cheek.
“Nothing at all. She could at least-” Eric was cut off by Ryan’s lips.
“She needs time.” Ryan bumped his forehead into Eric’s.
“Five months isn’t enough?”
Ryan moved Eric’s hands to rest over the baby. “Time. That’s all most people need. Go talk to her.” He smiled as Eric’s hands were assaulted by the baby’s feet.
Eric looked at his husband and saw the fatigue in his eyes. “Lay back down Ry, I’ll take Jay to school.” Eric moved them until Ryan was on his back.
“I can do it. It’s my day.” Ryan mumbled as his head hit the pillow.
“Sure.” Eric whispered, watching as Ryan’s eyes closed. He took a deep breath and headed for the living room.
Ryan woke up as Eric’s arms wrapped around him. He snuggled in closer to the warmth.
“We should take Jay to the beach after school gets out today.”
“Sure. What brought this on?” Eric asked.
“ He’s got sleepover’s just about every other night. School will be out next week, and uncle Ron is taking him camping for the two weeks after that. He’s really not going to be around much until after the trip.” Ryan sniffled. “We’re losing him.”
“Baby he’s five. Trust me, we’re not going to lose him for at least another six or seven years. And it could be even longer than that if we get him a lock for his door and some porn. Feeling better?”
“I guess so.” Ryan laughed then sobered. “Would you really get our son porn?”
Ryan smiled as he watched Eric helping Jay swim through the ocean. He leaned back on his hands enjoying the ocean breeze.
“Daddy look what I can do!” Jay shouted, jumping over the waves.
“That’s good.” He called back, waving.
“Peter Pan.” Jay shouted from the living room.
“Eric, what’d your mom want?” Ryan asked handing him a dish to dry.
“Nothing.”
“Eric.”
“Nothing important.” Eric leaned over kissed Ryan. “Come on. Let’s go watch Peter Pan.”
“Okay.” Ryan had seen the flash of pain so he didn’t press the issue. He followed Eric out of the kitchen.
“Remember, Jay’s going over to Geoff’s house tonight. So Mrs. Fredricks is picking him after school.” Ryan kissed Eric as he passed through the kitchen.
“I won’t forget. This time.” Eric said as he finished pouring the cereal. “Breakfast!” He shouted down the hall.
“Please warn me before you do that next time.” Ryan rubbed his right ear.
“Sorry babe. Are you sure you shouldn’t eat more?” Eric asked voicing his concerns.
“Eric. If I eat any more I’ll explode.”
“Just making sure. I’ll see you after work.” He smiled.
Ryan came up behind Eric and grabbed his butt. “We will definitely see each other after work.” He whispered into Eric’s ear.
Ryan jerked and gasped as Eric slid his fingers inside of him.
“Are you sure this is alright?” Eric whispered, suddenly pulling back.
“You can’t ask that question with your hand there.” Ryan growled.
“But are you sure?”
“Eric. We can talk about this later.”
“Ryan.”
“It’s fine.”
“Are you-”
“YES! Just touch me already!”
Ryan growled then sighed at the look on Eric’s face. He reached out and pulled Eric into a slow kiss. “Just go slow. Be careful. I need you Eric.” Ryan whispered in between kisses.
“I’m scared.” Eric whispered back.
“You don’t need to be. You won’t hurt us.”
“Promise.”
“I promise.”