You're not here to break my fall, you're not here to heed my call. . .

[wolfgirlkiva]

Days passing by.

Time drawing near.

As I sit and wait for Komui to arrive and explain my next mission, I feel something unsettling stirring in my veins. I set my hand atop Mugen, forcing myself to remain calm and composed. Keep a straight, narrow and focused mind, I tell myself as I hear the door close and see Komui stride past me. He

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[gods_clown]

I sighed tiredly as I laid on my bed, training was exhausting; been practicing my crown clown and for some reason, everytime I used this power, it would drain a lot of my energy. Maybe I'm pushing my luck, maybe I should just try and do it little by little...but then again, a lot of people are counting on me to be strong, to be brave and to be prepared when something happens. Especially Kanda

[wolfgirlkiva]

When I heard the door open, I pulled my hand back and lifted my head to meet the gaze of Allen Walker. He was still only wearing the pajama top that he had on before I left and I managed to suppress a chuckle. However, when I caught a better glimpse of the teen’s facial expression, the want to laugh out loud immediately ceased. He obviously knew that something was wrong and it wasn’t surprising that he had caught on so early. I found that since the beginning of our new relationship, I could no longer hide my thoughts and feelings from him. It was like my mind was a window of opportunity; he could see straight through and very clearly into my mind. I sighed tiredly and let the smaller exorcist fade into my embrace as I gently stroked his delicate, white locks

[gods_clown]

Hearing him say that he was going to another mission and not know when he will come back, made my chest hurt. I quickly felt this small panic in my heart as I knew that any given time...it could be his last. That was one of the things I hated about this job, especially when the details of such a mission were incomplete or unknown...it scared me to death when a comrade...or a loved one had to go to one of those and not know the outcome

[wolfgirlkiva]

As I stared down into his tearstained silver orbs, I found a glint of light, of hope and knew that he trusted me and believed that I would return to his side. Having seen that hopeful spirit flash through his eyes, I felt relief wash through me and all of the anxiety I felt flooded out into a sea of hopelessness and despair that I no longer associated myself with

[gods_clown]

The moment we entered the cafeteria, I blinked..so many people here, guessing that it had to do with the lack of missions lately, which on one side I am grateful since I know my friends were safe and just enjoying their time to relax and/or recover from whatever mission they just came. But the other side, I wished to go on missions, the urge to save as many humans and Akuma was bugging me a lot, especially with my cursed eye. Due to the lack of fighting, lately its been hurting some, but I wasn't going to tell anyone about it, especially to Kanda. Only Komui-san knew about this and I tried my best to hide my discomfort...if anyone should ask, I would say its just a headache or something and to not worry. Luckily tonight my eye was ok, Komui-san was helping me with it and with the training it didn't hurt as much as before, still it was a bit of a bothersome but tolerable

[wolfgirlkiva]

After we all finished eating, I took Allen’s hand in mine underneath the table and squeezed it gently. Turning to Lavi and Lenalee I said, “I think we are going to head back to Allen’s room.” I then looked over at Allen and stared long and hard into his eyes, assuming that he probably wanted to head back as well. Lenalee nodded her head and said goodbye to the two of us, but not before wishing me luck on my next mission in case she didn’t see me again before I left. Lavi simply gave his usual thumbs up and cheerily tacked on a “See you guys later!” He always could liven up the mood when he wanted to

[gods_clown]

As we walked down the hallway and towards my room, I kept feeling my eye being irritated, sighing quietly I rubbed it gently and prayed that Kanda wouldn't notice. But luck wasn't on my side as we stopped walked and he turned to me. I felt his hands over my shoulders and told me he knew about my discomfort. Pout. I didn't want him to know, I should've guessed Kanda was a very observant kinda of person and I also knew he worried about me but still...its not much I or he can do

[wolfgirlkiva]

As I felt Allen move closer and wrap his arms around me, laying his hand gently over my shoulder, I could feel my lips curve up into a slight smile. I slipped my hands down to his waist and rested my head on top of his, hugging him tightly. At this moment, I wasn’t concerned with who might see us; I just wanted to know that he was all right. I had to know that he was fine

[wolfgirlkiva]

I grinned at hearing those last words and ruffled his hair playfully. “I’m glad you recognize the fact that I’m strong,” I stated matter-of-factly and then started to caress his arm gently. Then, without lifting my gaze from his, I softly whispered, “Though you’ve proved that you can be just as strong…” I meant that physically and mentally; he didn’t let anyone ruin what we had and what we had worked so hard to attain. I was proud of him for that and always would be

[gods_clown]

((ooc: lol, i understand and I was kinda looking forward to their fight too XDD but hey I think this is so much better, after the fight they can go to the baths together, dont think the anime or the manga would show that XDDD

[wolfgirlkiva]

((OOC: Yes, that would definetely be a worthy sight to see. xD Unless Hoshino Katsura decides to turn D. Gray-Man into a yaoi anime/manga, it will never happen. T_T Oh well, that’s why we have RPs. xDD

When I heard Allen tell me that he would train with me, I closed my eyes as he kissed me lovingly on the cheek. I slipped my one hand behind his head, tilted it slightly to the side and placed a few tender butterfly kisses down the side of his neck. After, I softly caressed the skin that I had kissed with my free hand and looked into his eyes.

“Thank you,” I spoke graciously. “If it’s all right with you, we can train tomorrow morning and then head down to the baths afterward.” I began to play with his hair, as usual and started intertwining my fingers in his locks. There was only one day left until I had to leave and I was going to make it worthwhile…for the both of us…

[gods_clown]

((ooc; i know, thank go for rps XD))

I moaned softly as he started to tilt my head and then rained soft kisses over my neck; I closed my eyes as I wanted to just feel those lips over my skin, to smell his unique scent that would only drive me crazy. I unconciously purred when his hand caressed my cheek. That moment I opened my silver, twilight eyes and smiled up at him. I giggled as he thanked me and then, for some reason the idea of us in the bath together made me slightly blush.

"Your welcome, love. I really don't mind as long as I get to spend time with you before you go." I said quietly and then moved closer to him. Sighing quietly I laid my head over his chest, listening to his soft heartbeat and once again closed my eyes. I really didn't want him to go alone to this mission but...there wasn't really anything else I can do. Other then praying for his safe return and just to welcome him home. I snuggled deeper into his embrace as I wrapped my arms around his waist. "You better come back to me or I'll kick your ass." I said