:Op
Was gonna update but then decided I didn't want to or atleast not in detail. Been feeling kinda off since yesterday but can't do anything about that. Happy family time was interesting.. bounced from being the horrible son to the assistant cook. Shucked dozens of oysters then stuffed them then cooked them then diced sausages and celery and quarted lemons and cooked about 160 lbs of crawfish.. Consequently this gumbo kick I've been on.. didn't even touch it. I got to try 3 of the 5 gumbos and didn't have a full bowl of any of em. Also the white shirt my mother bought me for my Bday, the shirt my father asked me to put back on because he was apparently embaressed of my back (talk about a gut shot), got ruined the first night I wore it after having to dump about 30 gallons of boiling crawfish + spices and ingredents into sivs at a time not to mention oyster love and body catching about 10 lbs of sausage. The night got even better when my dad tried to talk to me, told me he wanted me to stay the night because he wanted to have a real talk the next day and I told him no because I had plans but I wanted to reschedule. He told me no, I was stayin the night and I told him no I wasn't but I want to reschedule. He got pissy like a little girl and tried to walk away saying, 'You know what.. what ever? Fuck up your life however you want.' And people wonder where I get my inability to communicate :Op I actually had to be the adult, put my hand to his chest and tell him that I really wanted to reschedule so ::in a little boy's voice:: I have a date with my daddy for next weekend.. weeez.. Oh, and the highlight of that conversation was when my father told me I had lost 2 girls because of who I am and how I act.. How right or wrong that may be I am not totally certain but for my father who I couldn't talk to when I most wanted to, to chastise me on the girls in my life and why I lost them when he hasn't the slightest idea of what I've been through or why was almost infuriating. But as we all know, I don't get mad, I get agitated. So I wrote him off as being an all knowing ass hole who speaks on things he doesn't really know about only because he thinks he should and thinks he has been there and I went and had another beer. The humorous part being that my father asks what I've done with my life for the last 3 years and I can't explain to him the things I've learned or acomplished because they can't be measured monetarily and I will never be mushy with my father. The day I get married he will probably shake my wife's hand, ask her how stupid she is for marrying me and tell me to get him another beer.. Not really, he will give hugs and bla bla bla but if he were to do that I wouldn't be suprised at all.
Uhm, after that went to 4GF and had a couple more, watched Nick get plastered and just generally caught the back end of that party before crashing in a new apartment (new to me :OP) and watching fight club till before noon for gaming time then watching saved then wasting time then comming home.
Nothing new, nothing exciting, not looking forward to the comming week between everything I need to do including looking for a job since the Gameworks thing fell through due to ride issues (suprise fuckin suprise), doing a lot of phone calls, mowing my grandfather's lawn and likely getting sucked into a full day there and then having boy time with the old crazy bastard I call dad. I should just move to Hawaii and disappear for a year :Op