You had better not kill yourself. I would be so pissed off with you. You can come over to my house whenever you need. You are 23 years old you shouldn't be the one dealing with all of this. I am willing to listen anytime you want to talk.
I won't. Admittedly, I have tried to twice in my life, but those instances were during high school when I had LEGIT health problems which everyone kept trying to pass off as depression; ironically enough, I began being afflicted by that, as well, due to their words.
Thank you. It's nice to know that I can go somewhere. I'm often overwhelmed these days. I just hesitate to meander to your home because I'm afraid you'll tire of me.
I seem to use my LJ to vent more than for anything else these days. Sometimes it just takes me admitting these things to myself to get rid of those particular feelings. I'm under a lot of stress, but eventually, I come to realize that everything will get better eventually. It has to get better eventually. Things have just been getting progressively worse since before I started college.
I just don't want you to get so closed off. You need to tell people how you feel even if it makes them unhappy. I feel that your parents lean on you way to much, I get that you want to be there for them but you can't do everything for them.
Also, and this will probably sound bad, would it be so awful if you guys lost the house? It seems to be a huge money drain. I bet that you guys could downsize which would take a huge relief off of your Mom and you.
I still can not believe that the Creeks and the Cherokees can not figure something out to get someone to come out and help with your Dad. That just doesn't seem right to me. They are there to help not fight with each other. I've also wondered if there isn't a DHS service that could help.
Sorry if anything I sad upsets you but again I'm a firm believer in saying what I think.
I lean on my parents just as much, though. They give me a roof over my head. They give me food to eat. I try to help out however I can. It's how I was raised, and that nature is ingrained into me. It's the whole "one good turn deserves another" saying in action.
The main problem with losing our house is that we will have nowhere to go if that happens. We do not have enough money to even rent a place, much less one that will allow dogs. As it is, we own this house free and clear, aside from the backed taxes. I think I have a plan for how to make it through stuff, though, so it will be okay. I will make it be okay.
I'm just so fed up with the tribes that it's not even funny. DHS cut my parents food stamps when we finally got help via SSI payments. DHS is not high on my list of people I like at the moment. :/
Nothing you have said upsets me. I appreciate when people say what they think.
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Thank you. It's nice to know that I can go somewhere. I'm often overwhelmed these days. I just hesitate to meander to your home because I'm afraid you'll tire of me.
I seem to use my LJ to vent more than for anything else these days. Sometimes it just takes me admitting these things to myself to get rid of those particular feelings. I'm under a lot of stress, but eventually, I come to realize that everything will get better eventually. It has to get better eventually. Things have just been getting progressively worse since before I started college.
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Also, and this will probably sound bad, would it be so awful if you guys lost the house? It seems to be a huge money drain. I bet that you guys could downsize which would take a huge relief off of your Mom and you.
I still can not believe that the Creeks and the Cherokees can not figure something out to get someone to come out and help with your Dad. That just doesn't seem right to me. They are there to help not fight with each other. I've also wondered if there isn't a DHS service that could help.
Sorry if anything I sad upsets you but again I'm a firm believer in saying what I think.
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The main problem with losing our house is that we will have nowhere to go if that happens. We do not have enough money to even rent a place, much less one that will allow dogs. As it is, we own this house free and clear, aside from the backed taxes. I think I have a plan for how to make it through stuff, though, so it will be okay. I will make it be okay.
I'm just so fed up with the tribes that it's not even funny. DHS cut my parents food stamps when we finally got help via SSI payments. DHS is not high on my list of people I like at the moment. :/
Nothing you have said upsets me. I appreciate when people say what they think.
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