Truths mirrors

[wolfwomyn]

Well you know I know it wasn't an affari, yhou know I know it isn't about me...you knjow I know that I feel different, less..like I am sinking a bit. I feel it..this inherent pattern with HIM the pattern of the less than. I feel it..this undervalued...unappreciated bit. I feel like smashing his face sometimes you know. WHY ? b/c maybe I'd feel

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Johhny Cash jerks tears

[kymeera]

I think that we need to talk to each other right now...I am also back into an old/recurring/un-dyeing/confusing/schizophrenic thing and questioning my choices; am I doing this for me or posterity or aly or what?...that and more...if I can come out of my turtle shell later I'll call you...

[deenojalapeno]

Funny how a statement of 'i commit' suddenly tears all sorts of issues and bullshit out of hiding from the subconcious... It wracked me frustrated for a couple years (but jay don't know how much

Thank you

[wolfwomyn]

Jalapeno! Thankyou for your words. I really needed them. I continue to need the words of woman who have experienced this..tethered..love the word choice...conundrum. I am...you know? One day..ahhh..next day ..ooooo..I love you..you know? It's strange. I am ...scared...that's what it is..you know? to make a fool of myself again....I've been practicing this visualization about forgiveness that is really really working..I am thankful.
Thanks DEENO