Love sounds great, but i wouldnt know now would i? and it must be nice to be loved AND to just love someone. Omg i have love issues. Oh well think whatever you want to think.

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I feel like a f***ing loser. Excuse my language. Since jessica has moved [miss yah lots] our orginal group of friends dont really talk to me except vic and cici. Still i feel like a loser. I never get invited anywhere anymore, so i am basically getting a bigger ass by writing this stupid shit when i could be doing something productive. I want to ( Read more... )

I am in a current mood that makes look at things from a bad point of veiw...i hope it will subside. I think its only happening to me since my head is really killing me.
As the stars fall from grace, and light your glowing face, i'm teaching myself to dream, i'm holding my breathe to scream, and i' teaching myself to believe things i dont

I never knew a person such myself feel 10 different emotions at the same time. My self-esteem is shot. My friend mocks me.I feel whacked and I cant seem to get a guy to look at me. Why should i even care? I know that i will be alone later in life, its not fine with me but i guess i have to get a grip on it and deal. But do you know how hard that is ( Read more... )

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Again I woke up feeling jealous of something, and i dont know what that something is. El Tango de Roxanne makes me feel...sad but its such a good song. whatever, lol. I am a victim to my damn emotions ( Read more... )

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Life is boring! damn, i mean there is nothing to do a quaint freaking little town such a Morgan Hill. I am anticipating somehting, but i dont know what. Its a blurr. Ihate this whole not-knowing-what-i-want-to-do-but-dream-about-instead of actualy doing this -thing! grr. I need a new computer, compaqs suck.

I have to come accept that i am the type of girl who cant get a good looking guy to look at me. Its ok i'll grow up to be a heidoyus shrew, because thats what i am now. I am way to insecure about myself and i know no guy should be able to change that about me and that i should do it myself, but a guy can make u feel wanted somewhere in the world. " ( Read more... )