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Late nite*8-18*/early mornin'*2day* Tomo and I watched the Butterfly Effect, hard to say how I feel or to comment on it for various reasons. Still don't know what to say bout dad havin' prostrate cancer. I was readin' my calendar and an entry from 3/26/04 stood out. This is it.
Feelings/ Some What of a Letter to Patrick
I hate feeling this way.I'm hurting so much inside. Its like "the more you suffer,the more it shows you really care." - Offspring. I'm sorry if I hurt, annoyed, whatever it is I did. I'm sorry Pat. I tried my best to be a "good girlfriend" to you. I'm sorry if I disappointed you. I wish things were different. I wish you would give me a second chance. Doesn't everyone deserve a second chance? I miss you and I miss talking to you. It is so hard to describe how I feel for you. I'm trying to get over you but, I don't know what I'm doing wrong in order to get over you. I wish you could and would try to understand my feelings for you and how I feel about being sorry, etc., etc. I know you might still read my live journal because, you read it when we were together. I would like to hear your comments on what I write. In all my entries. Not just this one,example...like the one before this and the ones I'll be writing on days to come. I miss you sooo much, it hurts. If that means anything to you. I wish I knew why I feel this way about you. Please give me a second chance if not as a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship then please, please as friends that talk and just hang out. Please. Forgive me for whatever I did. I miss you, Pat.
-Josie
:'(
WTF..ok I think I was so fuckin' drunk and stoned off my ass that I didn't even know wtf I was sayin'. Thank god I've moved on.
Here are some pics of me and Megan that I took when I hung out with her.
Meaghan and Me
Meaghan and Me...once again
Meaghan
Meaghan kissin' me *jokin around*
actin' tough
camera in plant
Feelings/ Some What of a Letter to Patrick
I hate feeling this way.I'm hurting so much inside. Its like "the more you suffer,the more it shows you really care." - Offspring. I'm sorry if I hurt, annoyed, whatever it is I did. I'm sorry Pat. I tried my best to be a "good girlfriend" to you. I'm sorry if I disappointed you. I wish things were different. I wish you would give me a second chance. Doesn't everyone deserve a second chance? I miss you and I miss talking to you. It is so hard to describe how I feel for you. I'm trying to get over you but, I don't know what I'm doing wrong in order to get over you. I wish you could and would try to understand my feelings for you and how I feel about being sorry, etc., etc. I know you might still read my live journal because, you read it when we were together. I would like to hear your comments on what I write. In all my entries. Not just this one,example...like the one before this and the ones I'll be writing on days to come. I miss you sooo much, it hurts. If that means anything to you. I wish I knew why I feel this way about you. Please give me a second chance if not as a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship then please, please as friends that talk and just hang out. Please. Forgive me for whatever I did. I miss you, Pat.
-Josie
:'(
WTF..ok I think I was so fuckin' drunk and stoned off my ass that I didn't even know wtf I was sayin'. Thank god I've moved on.
Here are some pics of me and Megan that I took when I hung out with her.
Meaghan and Me
Meaghan and Me...once again
Meaghan
Meaghan kissin' me *jokin around*
actin' tough
camera in plant