today was my first day of work. i was hired full time. monday through friday, 8:30-5:00. i get insurance and i don't know what else. so i guess it's good. work wasn't so bad. i just did the same thing over and over. i just went to walmart and bought some scrubs and ugly white shoes. i can't wait to get some fabric and make my own. everyone seems ( Read more... )

so i need help deciding on a car to get tomorrow. my choices are a 2002 lincoln LS that is a cream color with leather seats and 7500 miles on it, a new 2005 honda hybrid that is a goldish color, a new 2005 honda civic with a sunroof, a new 2005 nissan altima, or a new 2005 scion. i can get any other new car that isn't super expensive but those are ( Read more... )

everything is happening all at once and i'm starting to feel like it's all too much. i can't handle it. i feel lonely and forgotten. that's not only because of what happened tonight. i know you didn't mean to ( Read more... )

so i have an interview at 9:30 tomorrow morning. i'm actually not nervous about it. i probably will be when i get there. i hope they like me. i don't really expect them to. i feel sick right now. almost everytime i eat, i get sick. my kidney hurts everyday. i really dislike being at home. i'm never in a good mood when i'm here. all day i worked on ( Read more... )

some days are good. some days are just really really bad. today is a bad day. i'm so up and down all the time. i don't even know what i want ( Read more... )

i want to get dressed up really nice and go out to eat somewhere and then just hang out all night. kaitlyn, we should make plans for this and get a group of people together. we should do it soon. too bad we couldn't do it tonight before school started for everyone. but what about one weekend coming up? the other day i received the best shoes ever ( Read more... )

since my last update, i've had two sleepovers. both were nice. the first with kaitlyn, sara, mary, and beth. the second with carrie, jenai, and jenny. i'm not as close with any of them as they are with each other but it wasn't too weird. i enjoyed it ( Read more... )

these past few days i've felt like i'm on a rollercoaster. my emotions have been going crazy. i don't know what it is. right now i'm ok. but just for right now. i need people to hang out with. i want to have sleepovers, watch movies, go on bike rides, laugh, go on road trips, drive around town, and have long conversations. i really want to ( Read more... )

i need someone to take care of my hamster while i'm out of town. i'll be gone monday through friday and then i'll be gone tuesday through friday. he's a nice guy. his name is elliott. all you have to do is put some food in there for him at night and change his water. he has a ball that he likes to run around on the floor in but he doesn't have to ( Read more... )

i miss some of you.

for the ones i do see, i'm liking you more and more each day.