So, contrary to Peter's belief, I am not dead.
I think about my family's incoherent understanding of the theatre company and what it had caused.
Or rather, what I have caused.
All I really wanted was to be Touched.
I've done nothing but patiently wait to simply be eligible to hold a directing position in this company and now, well, now I'll have to wait until 2007 to try. Fall's even my favourite season, that's what kills me. I'd trade spring in for fall anytime.
But I close my eyes, center myself and try and get back to what I know
I feel life is worth more than walking through it with anxiety, stress and all of those other negative aspects. You should try to make the best of things and see what happens. If it doesn't work out, than it wasn't meant to be and you move on to something new.
I wish I had something intelligent to say, but all I know is I don't want to be tied down to anything And I'm okay with that.
All I'd like to do is have fun and see where it takes me. I'm only 16. Will you come have fun with me?
Sometimes, I feel it's just important to act your age.