The early darkness makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs.

[wonderfulpuddle]

Driving back last night with Paul
I stared out the open sunroof for a good while,
at the stars, those holes in the lid of my mason jar.

I miss being enamored. I miss being impressed.
I'm making a goddamn pet out of my lonesomeness,
and the sullen panic of feeling trapped here,
and the days getting colder and darker.

Comments

[anonymous]

yeah...cold and dark days suck...
lonesomeness as a pet...maybe you could market that somehow...americans are pretty stupid (we all bought pet rocks once in time) and we could buy a pet lonesomeness and you could make a fortune and buy a real pet like a dog or a lizard...and a nice house for your super mom...;)

[wonderfulpuddle]

the way you simplify things is so goddamn endearing. why do you have to do that?

[anonymous]

or a dog named lizard.

hi jade's mom.