It's over ( Read more... )

I think you're the only person who reads this. But you probably don't even realize this one is directed at you.

I really don't understand you sometimes and I wonder what the hell is going through your mind.

I need you to know that I've never ever intentionally tried to hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you, and I'm sorry that I did, but honselty I ( Read more... )

I need to listen to sad slow songs. 
I just want to smile. 
It usually just lasts for a day or even a half a day, but I can't escape it this time. 
Every time i get home, my smile is gone and there is a dark cloud over my head. 
I want to be able to talk in a regular tone of voice, not a low almost mumble. 
I want to be able to talk about him so someone ( Read more... )

I can't concentrate on writing an essay when it's snowing outside! It's freezing!

My tummy hurts. help me! I feel like I've been sick since the middle of last week. Maybe I just have a tapeworm or something. I wish my stomach will cooperate with me these days. My legs too. I'm begging them to start woekinf right before Perris. I've been a total mess these days.

On a better note... actually I can't think of anything that would ( Read more... )

SCHOOL
Schoolwork and homework = hate! And I'm being lazier than ever! So since it's the end of the triad, I can't be lazy because there's no room for procrastination. I'm starting to stress over AP tests and SATs but I'm trying to procrastnate on my worrying for those. If that makes sense.

MUSIC
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers = my life! I don't ( Read more... )

I got glasses this weekend. I look like a goofball in them! But I haven't got them yet, I'm actually getting them next week. I want them now! Here they are:

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I'm going away for the weekend. I can't wait. I'm not going to bring my homework... ok I'm lying about that. It's just not in me to neglect homework. I wish it was. I hate it.

Anyways... I'm listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers. I like some of their new songs.

Ugh, I'm depressed

I wish I could have a good dream once in a while. Friday night I dreamed about a gigantic panda chasing my brother, and a dog trying to bite me through a screen door, I kicked it... hehe. Last night I dreamed of these little things that exploded when you squirted water at them for a long time. They make your face all blue and you go crazy or die. I ( Read more... )

"One Year, Six Months ( Read more... )