day1

Sep 09, 2010 20:16

Stolen from glitter_freeze because I want to do memes too D: Um. I guess this is day 1?

Okay, I was born to Korean-Immigrant parents who to this day can barely speak english. Twenty years and counting. Oh well. Um, when I was about ten I moved to a different town and I thought it'd be okay before I realized I was socially dysfunctional and suffered through nearly a decade of awkwardness. That is not to say I didn't find a great friend, it's just that everyone else has sort of fallen away, turned out to be untrue, was not even all that close to me etc. I experienced some depression about a year after I moved and became really uncomfortable around 'popular' girls or large groups of well dressed young ladies. I don't know. I just can't do it, I can't approach them, I can't talk to them, and I feel an uncontrollable urge to hate them. I have female friends, just in small groups and if you are my friend and female it means I trust you a lot. I just hate to be judged and girls are pretty judgemental. I can count on my hand how many female friends I have.

Um so aside from my mental issues, I have this flame of mine called Writing. We've been on and off for the middle part of my life, beginning in middle school with fanfiction and then original stories in high school. The 'original' stories were mostly rip-offs of anime, movies, and books that I liked. I still do that but more subtley I guess. I didn't consider it a serious life choice until about this time last year when I decided to write The Dearest Calamity and realized how much the story gripped me in my head. But I am also a perfectionist so TDC's terribleness deters me from continuing it even though I want to. (Reboot probably.) And then one glorious week of non-stop reading after years of idleness reminded me how much I loved books. I decided then I wanted something to do with publishing whether it was as an editor or as a writer. It's the one thing in my life that I haven't gotten tired of or given up on. And it's also the one thing I don't don't see myself giving up on.

I have two brothers whom I adore, but they might not adore me so much back. Oh well, we're still cool though. It might be because I treat them like punching bags sometimes. In recent years I have tried to be nicer to them.

I'm a History major originally but I'm switching it to English and giving History up entirely. 1. I decided that I hated History classes due to the way they make it boring. 2. Oh my god I hate writing history papers. I originally liked history because it was like books, stories that I could read and cherish. There's just something about writing history papers, writing about actual people that makes me uncomfortable. It's like digging up the mummies to study them for 'science' but in reality it is pretty much grave robbing. Some might call me a weakling but I'd rather write about fictional characters.

Yea I guess that's it.

Day 01 - Introduce yourself, in great detail
Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 - Your day, in great detail
Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 - A moment, in great detail
Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 - Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 - What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 - This week, in great detail
Day 14 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 - Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 - Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 - This month, in great detail
Day 21 - Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 - Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 - A first, in great detail
Day 26 - Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 - Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 - Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 - Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 - One last moment, in great detail
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