I have decided that certain areas in my life are too stressful for me to talk about and that I can't talk about them anymore without getting upset. I already know that with the current amount of stress going through me I am surprised that I still want to quit smoking on monday. MOst people would go insane after going through with I am going through ( Read more... )

It seems like everyone just seems to be on the pity me stage and doubt everything that I can do. And I am sick of it all because I am trying to pull my life together and it is not the easiest thing to do. People know that when awful shit happens to you that you need people around and just there to listen and not to criticize. I am not saying that ( Read more... )

I heard this from a song that a heard a while back in 96' on the tv show the Friends soundtrack. For some reason it is sticking in my head now and it felt like and an appropriate thing to title this entry with ( Read more... )

hi guys it's wonderland. Sorry for the long ass departure from letting you guys know what is going on but I think that it is time that my thoughts come back out into the open to share with everyone. I am tired for one of putting on a face of bravery when I am terrifed out of my mind of the unknown and that I am personally trying to deal with ( Read more... )

Sorry everyone, I know that I took a hiatus from writing in here but I really didn't have anything to say for the longest time. I didn't want to post entries that had fifty thousand ums and like in them... that would definitly bring out the blondness in me. Btw, I am fine and there is nothing wrong with me. I just need to get out of my house and I ( Read more... )

Alright, now it is the armageddon. My mom is going in today for her knee surgery and she has already told me that I could use her car during the week/ next week for work until she comes home. Is this a new person coming into it or just someone completly different ( Read more... )

Even though my stomach feels better it still hurts a lot and I know that it will take a while for it to heal. I think that Keith should be our therpaist when he comes home because I would actually like to hear what he has to say. Also, if this was not a serious issue then I would not be acting for stubborn about it. However, because of the long- ( Read more... )

I never knew that playing hockey could be so physical and draining at the same time when you are playing goalie. But after getting hit 3 times in different areas that do not have any padding I was about to seriously go ape-shit on someone if they didn't stop hitting on me. I got hit twice by Harlan and one by Jon. However if I am still bleeding ( Read more... )

Goddamn it! I am sick and tired of all these reality T.V shows. What have we come to if there is a new bacholor/bacholorette every six months; new tween wannabee shows, and let's see if I can win a million dollors before either dying of something or getting sick on survivor. The funniest thing is that my mom makes such a big deal about the bacholor ( Read more... )

I wish that this holiday was never a biggie for the jewish religion but in it's own way it is. If anyone in their warped mind goes to the Jewish Giant on Linglestown they will see a whole entire rack dedicated to passover junk. I love Doc Brown's Black Cherry Soda but that is about it. Everything else that those crazies that come up with more ( Read more... )